Saya
Disciple of Prayer
two years in a row I lost two people I held close to my heart, the first year, my grandmother passed, I had spent so many days with her in the hospital I can't count, but it depressed her to be alone and I loved spending time with her so I gladly slept over with her. Well one time she went in and the DR. told me she wasn't going to make it. So she passed, and it broke my heart. A year later my dad passed away. Words couldn't describe the pain. And a few months later, the man I loved got into a wreck and it was a miracle he survived it. But he had lost his faith and lost his way, we spent 5 months apart because I was too afraid to tell him I loved him and he was too afraid that he wasn't good enough for me, well we have been together 5 months now and he has to leave again because he needs a job and has to move away from me. I wish with all my heart he could find a job near me so we could stay together because he has been my blessing from God in all my pains, the first guy I have ever loved, and I don't want to lose even a moment with him because I'm so afraid to lose another person in my life. My heart is breaking and I know there is SO much worse in this world and I have so much to be thankful for, but I'm so afraid to lose even a moment with him.
So please pray that God's will be done and that he be with us to give us strength, and as selfish as it is, if you find it ok, please pray that he maybe will find a job close by me so that we can stay together. I'm sorry if this request is selfish. :c
So please pray that God's will be done and that he be with us to give us strength, and as selfish as it is, if you find it ok, please pray that he maybe will find a job close by me so that we can stay together. I'm sorry if this request is selfish. :c
