Smuelxira
Humble Prayer Warrior
Dear Lord Jesus, Let me summit up at several places I’ve been to OK places that were nice at least had a good home or a nice workplace one or the other did not treat me. Well wouldn’t let me have equal opportunities. Hold little tiny things against me. Taking a test too early miss reading something because of my disabilities or giving leaves to a giraffe when I wasn’t told not to pull from the lion cage next to the lion cage it was actually I had asked multiple times that leaves can we pull from never told not to pull it cause I know the story of Adam and Eve you don’t need to know the story of Adam and Eve if the Zoo tells you not to do it, don’t do it, and if they give me a reason which is the stress all alliance, no one told me, even the manager of the draft didn’t know that Meanwhile, could sit on the clock, harass animals put their fingers in the parrot cage, despite being pulled to stop and having their own animals to play with, including other parents And one employee taking pictures of other employees in bikinis, including the boss who who is far from pretty quite the opposite obese ages up faster, she was in her ### ###. She was at the time when I thought she was somewhere in her ### full of wrinkles looks more like a man than a woman and I just had to see pictures of them in bikinis. Other kids get more privileges to hold handle animals go on offsite get shade and get to be on TV and write on the Facebook wall. Where do I stand just out in the sun talking to people cleaning up after the animals told I’m not doing a good job harassed humiliated Sun frying my brain affecting my cognitive abilities bugs biting me getting a ### and all I’m asking to do is to just get some shade asking if I could be on TV too or handle an animal just like all other ### Currently, I’m just doing a seasonal position. Most of the people are younger than me and having to hold a job to be financially stable. I can eventually someday move out of my parents home, but this job is not the best. I’m out in the sun getting bit by bugs heat Board and unable to do a lot of things. At least I’m treated better and hopefully I’ll get a job here as my short term bridge I’m picking up extra shifts despite the not best environment, but I need the money and I’m trying to help and they need my help. One place I worked at people were drop out of college are not going to college and getting more privileges, including getting to be speakers on their website and being presented and loved and now I am cleaning up after animals you know what someone even laughed about me working with a bucket I’ve had it. I suffer ### and I was legally discriminated so many times I’ve been putting such wrong environment Landing a TV spot before my next birthday could help get my foot in the door and make me feel better. It would compensate for a lot of emotional trauma that I’ve already faced and facing today I really could use that please and I promise you like Hannah promised you her child Samuel would serve you and I promise this This gets me my put in the door. It helps me move up international TV to speak the gospel for your animals and help give other unfortunate people jobs that they need of disabilities are going through a divorce or widow or low income whatever the case may be to help people And give them their breaks too I’m not egotistical. I put animal rights before myself. I help people I even go out in the sun when someone was ###. I add enough though and hurting my cognitive abilities, humiliation and driving me upset and depressed. It would mean a lot to me like a birthday present to be on there just briefly at least I suffer with ### and I’ve been discriminated for that and why do I not get privileges it’s a responsive I think differently even though other employees can be incompetent and screw up and do damages and I try. I can’t get mixed up so does everybody else I at least try I show up come on top come up with good idea safety standards know how to work keep working on the clock. Don’t take a break unless it’s break time for lunch or shift is over or the boss says so or if it’s a medical emergency I highly obey. This doesn’t make me the best employee, but it sure does not make me a lousy employee either. I want to move on with my life to be able to go through my own platform and I could use this as a starter pilot and other people can land their brakes and be happy too I’m lonely. I’m bored overworked stuck with the sun bugs, harassed humiliated, and people asking me about my job at the zoo which I don’t like to talk about I’ve especially been asked repetitively by somebody who harasses me and my parents act like oh it’s not so bad. Makes a lot of sense to how he can keep asking me about my job at the zoo and I don’t like to talk about it. I give him signals. I never told him directly while it’s wrong for me to tell my pastor my ideas about how elephants could do better and that was only one time I get a lot of nervous physical and emotional reactions from being out in the heat and sun because of the trauma that I faced I’m trying really hard to land a spot so please help me My parents are helping, but they’ve also done things that I’ve told them. Please know after losing my job in one Zoo and down south they try to find me another Zoo there and I tell them no maybe I should’ve gone back there temporarily to finish my time maybe I could for the fall and winter or it’s colder never have to go back for the summer And enjoy my nice apartment. My goal is to go back to the apartment for the summertime and enjoy myself like I can still do my podcasting puppet treat. Pray that you get me there and still have some gigs there too at my apartment. I was like a local celebrity there. I can bring them closer to God This isn’t just about me. It’s about your people if I get here other people can have jobs speaking for animals and animals to not be used and cruel ways anymore. My parents told me to be grateful I tried to, but I can’t be just meaning labor humiliated all the time. They don’t clearly understand. Try to put me on other Zeus or try to put me other jobs when I tell them I don’t like roommates because it feels awkward for me And how I sleep differently and strangers and being older, she tried giving me a Boy Scout job. She tried getting a missionary job in Denmark former was two months. The ladder was a year to try to say it was a surprise and excite me. I knew I wouldn’t be excited and my dad tried to get me a studying field job Outside. I clearly tell them I am ###. I don’t like to be with roommates and I like to do other things. They are being somewhat more supportive, but they need to change and that will be another prayer In Jesus Name Amen.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.