Dear All,
Thanks for standing with me in pray,the deadline came I requested for an extension which was miraculously given (1 month),its now 4 days to that new deadline, I have tried all sorts of things to get this tuition in the last month, initially I had been banking on starting a student programmer Job by December (which 2 month salary would cover my tuition) but for some reason even after acing the interviews of two different Software companies, even after a Development Manager of one company being very impressed and being assured of a start date for some reason several months later non of this has materialized,and when i inquire keep getting emails telling it will be soon. I even bid for some free lance projects but non materialized. I tried to look for menial tasks like cleaning the toilets and what not but even this failed,I have felt so much rejection in this society even in church,few people like the pastor have really taken a genuine interest and welcomed me to the congregation, around many others i get the feeling that my presence is ruining their social bubble. I am trying to stay positive and not believe its because I am a 23yr old African in Denmark.
Please even if it may sound like it, I am not bitter,I believe my Lord is more than able to wipe this away and has been gracefully merciful to me thus far but even as time has run out, my feeble human mind has really been jumbled for the last month and have even not been able to concentrate in Uni. or able to do any work, or really read the bible and pray extensively. I don't know if its just a test,due to something I did or a sign of his will for me to leave school and go back to Africa...but It was because I was chasing a dream I am passionate about and believe the Lord placed in my heart that I ended up here.
(Here all Education is free for Danish and EU,EEA citizens (and they also get government student support) but extremely expensive for non EU , I was promised a scholarship if i attain a certain grade this semester, but since I have to pay for the semester..its a knock over effect as I am completely unsettled and can't concentrate )
I just beg you guys to please spare just 7 minutes in your day today and pray for me. For God to give me peace of mind, and that his Grace and mercy may abound in my situation. I believe if you take these 7 minutes and stand with me God will make and show a clear path. If God was able to provide for me for last semester and even before that he can and will provide for me.
