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Connie S
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Good afternoon fellow prayer warriors=)
My move to the new townhouse this past weekend was the easiest move I have ever had!! I did have some issues with Justin but not as many as usual. I had to except he's only nice and friendly when it is to his benefit. I have thought of filing for divorce myself, not waiting on him to pop it on me. And to be honest to just get this pain over with. But I know it want stop the pain, and I don't think I can bring myself to do it anyway. I need some closure in my life. I want this marriage, I also want it to be a good one. With all the lies, deciet, and manipulation behind in the past!! I still need to sell 3 of my puppies. My mama is suppose to come stay with me a couple of mths staring wed. and that will be hard to deal with also. We do not live alike, at all. I could make it on my own , but I am so tired of struggling and at least I will have some relief from somewhere. I pray that God touches Justins heart where there is still a place of flesh. Putting a love in his heart for him above all ,and for me ,that he misses me and wants his family back together.My God help me for I am so beaten down.
My move to the new townhouse this past weekend was the easiest move I have ever had!! I did have some issues with Justin but not as many as usual. I had to except he's only nice and friendly when it is to his benefit. I have thought of filing for divorce myself, not waiting on him to pop it on me. And to be honest to just get this pain over with. But I know it want stop the pain, and I don't think I can bring myself to do it anyway. I need some closure in my life. I want this marriage, I also want it to be a good one. With all the lies, deciet, and manipulation behind in the past!! I still need to sell 3 of my puppies. My mama is suppose to come stay with me a couple of mths staring wed. and that will be hard to deal with also. We do not live alike, at all. I could make it on my own , but I am so tired of struggling and at least I will have some relief from somewhere. I pray that God touches Justins heart where there is still a place of flesh. Putting a love in his heart for him above all ,and for me ,that he misses me and wants his family back together.My God help me for I am so beaten down.