FROMWOUNDEDNESS
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Trying not to scream, to loose my cool. LORD HELP ME!!!!
My son, who hasn't been home an entire weekend since my husband moved out 8 months ago is here for the weekend. PRAISE! PRAISE! PRAISE! But satan is ALREADY attacking. Typical I wanna hang out with my friends all day, avoid home teenage drama....except he hasn't been home!!! Not even remotely excited that I said yes , he's p/o because i wont let him be gone all day. Trying not to let him see my hurt, but his words are more than i can bear when i miss him so much. "This isn't even my home."...the " i just want to kill everyone" attitude. I could handle it all if I hadn't already lost him...........so hurt.
trying to balance between good parent and let-m do whatever b/c i'm the weekend parent who needs to smooth the edges out. All he sees is his wicked-stepmother telling him no to something. I wanna cry. My heart breaks.
Lord, forgive my husband for taking my son from me when our relationship was so strong. forgive his biological mother for encouraging his behavior and hurtful words. forgive me for momentarily hating them for it. Heal the hurt we both feel. Remove the anger.
My son, who hasn't been home an entire weekend since my husband moved out 8 months ago is here for the weekend. PRAISE! PRAISE! PRAISE! But satan is ALREADY attacking. Typical I wanna hang out with my friends all day, avoid home teenage drama....except he hasn't been home!!! Not even remotely excited that I said yes , he's p/o because i wont let him be gone all day. Trying not to let him see my hurt, but his words are more than i can bear when i miss him so much. "This isn't even my home."...the " i just want to kill everyone" attitude. I could handle it all if I hadn't already lost him...........so hurt.
trying to balance between good parent and let-m do whatever b/c i'm the weekend parent who needs to smooth the edges out. All he sees is his wicked-stepmother telling him no to something. I wanna cry. My heart breaks.
Lord, forgive my husband for taking my son from me when our relationship was so strong. forgive his biological mother for encouraging his behavior and hurtful words. forgive me for momentarily hating them for it. Heal the hurt we both feel. Remove the anger.

