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ilyaideki
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Please pray that God bring me the truth and the answers that I have been seeking for so long now about the man that I have loved and faithful to for many years now. He left me over six months ago in a very hurtful way, without any face-to-face contact, unwilling to speak to me or answer any questions about so many details of his choices and changing life, and also chosen to be very dishonest with me about many things. I pray for the truth in all of this; I pray for answers to questions that I have agonized over and lost sleep night after night; I pray that God protect me in all of this, no matter what the truth brings to my heart, and that He find a way to heal my heart to love again. I pray for this man that has hurt me so and pray also that he truly be brought to a place of discipline by God in order for God to grow his heart and open his heart to know the pain and confusion that he has caused. I ask God to also bring out all the untold truths and uncover all the lies and hurts that this man has told to others in these past months (years even). I pray that all of this take place not as a method of causing any pain but only to create a realization in so many regards and to help this man see the truth of his actions and choices and then to learn to truly love God, treat His children with love and care, not disregard, and to then live in his Word. Thank you for praying for me and with me that all the ways that God has to reveal truths to those who are trying to walk closer to Him take place and those truths come to me. Thank you for praying that God block any further steps in this man's life in any other relationship, which would also be unable to be truthful at this point. I pray that I and no one else be hurt any more in this way by this man and that God reveal what He knows I have struggled with to keep to myself or to tell others, including the children, that are now in his life. Thank you for your prayers. I pray also that God direct me in how to handle the "girls" that I have had as daughters in my heart, whether to write or call or just be idle in it all. I pray they are well and have a warm place for me in their hearts, not like the lies told to me. I pray in your name, Jesus. Amen