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Thaddo1018
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I will admit, I have trouble believing, sometimes. But all I long for is absolute faith, nothing short of it. Why do I doubt the existence of my Creator? I don't want to, but I know that it is human nature to do so (unless that is Satan whispering to me). I want to believe that Jesus is truly with me. And I long for that real relationship with him...But I can't fight off that need for "evidence." I don't want to rely on evidence to believe in Him. I just want Him to fill me. And lots of times, He does. But sometimes, I am constantly looking up proof. I look up stories of demonic activity, stories of angel encounters. But especially when it comes to researching dark forces, I know I shouldn't go near that. I just want to believe with all of my heart. I long for that. Please, pray that I will find the truth. I love Jesus with all I have. I just hope, with all my heart, that it is real. Thank you, and God bless.
