Netta
Humble Servant of All
This really is very bad
when I need to be strong the devil comes in and tears my strength down with fear
something tells me if I leave my mom the bad stuff and bad things will happen all over again
I have no freedom to do what I want because of all this fear because the things that keep happening to me
the fear just takes over
this is not fair
I should be fine on my own without all these memory problems and things that take over my body
I never used to have so much fear
but I am tired of the past Me too because it all was not that great either and all I feel is me going downhill with the old me
I'm tired of the old me
I much rather be something different for my own good
but the devil keeps trying to make me be that old me by bringing things up and I have had enough of it
why won't God do anything about these problems I have
even weird problems that happen with people I'm around sometimes
I just want a normal life! I don't want all these horrible weird feelings that the devil keeps putting into me
I don't get why God won't do anything right now because I only have one life
and most of it has been wasted with all these bad things happening to me
I just want a peaceful life with strength to deal with anything. Since God is not doing anything for me I need strength from within
and not stress
I don't understand why I have such a bad life
I'm a child of God
shouldn't I be having a good life?
when I need to be strong the devil comes in and tears my strength down with fear
something tells me if I leave my mom the bad stuff and bad things will happen all over again
I have no freedom to do what I want because of all this fear because the things that keep happening to me
the fear just takes over
this is not fair
I should be fine on my own without all these memory problems and things that take over my body
I never used to have so much fear
but I am tired of the past Me too because it all was not that great either and all I feel is me going downhill with the old me
I'm tired of the old me
I much rather be something different for my own good
but the devil keeps trying to make me be that old me by bringing things up and I have had enough of it
why won't God do anything about these problems I have
even weird problems that happen with people I'm around sometimes
I just want a normal life! I don't want all these horrible weird feelings that the devil keeps putting into me
I don't get why God won't do anything right now because I only have one life
and most of it has been wasted with all these bad things happening to me
I just want a peaceful life with strength to deal with anything. Since God is not doing anything for me I need strength from within
and not stress
I don't understand why I have such a bad life
I'm a child of God
shouldn't I be having a good life?
