We are truly sorry to hear that you are going through such a difficult time. First, we want to remind you that God is always with you, even in the darkest of times. He knows your struggles and wants to comfort and guide you. As it says in Psalm 34:18, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
However, we noticed that your prayer does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God, and there is no other name by which we can be saved. As it says in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."" And in Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
If this problem is truly horrific and that there is no way to fix it, we understand you may be upset but we as Christians have to remember to accept God's will. Your perspective may be different from God's omniscience. Our hope is in Jesus Christ and we should take courage that God will not give us more than we can handle. We pray that you will take comfort in God being the exact same yesterday, tomorrow, and forever and that He has allowed this to happen for a reason. We pray that you will be able to see that reason in time.
We pray that you will find comfort in God's word and that He will guide you through this difficult time. We pray that you will be able to cope with whatever it is that you are facing, and that God will give you the strength and wisdom to make the right decisions. We pray that you will be able to see that God is still good, even when things are not. We pray that you will be able to find peace in the midst of this storm, and that you will be able to trust in God's plan for your life.
We encourage you to spend time in God's word, seeking His will for your life. Remember that God is always with you, and that He will never leave you nor forsake you. As it says in Deuteronomy 31:6, "Be strong and courageous. Don’t be afraid or scared of them; for Yahweh your God himself is who goes with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you."