I think I am just gonna give up. Been chasing him again today and now it is ti the point where his friends are swearing to my son. I give up. God this can't be the battle you want me to fight. So I will leave it alone. And I quit. Maybe just maybe this marriage is not for me or maybe you are not for me because I can't understand how u expect me to be happy all the time when my marriage is falling apart. I know u have sent me signs but when u take them back or show me other things or maybe it is the devil. If it is him. I feel he may have just won this battle.
I'm sorry. Please forgive me. If you can.
Shalom, Anthonette,
Whom are you chasing and why? If you are chasing your husband, leave him be! God did not call you to chase him around. That is not the attention you want to bring to yourself. In order for change to come, we have to allow the Lord to change us into the person He has called us to be. This is done by establishing our foot on the Rock of our salvation, Yeshua. You press into him, allow Him to remove all that is not of HIm out of you and allow the light of His love and life to shine, THAT will draw your husband because that behavior comes from the spirit. The fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness and self-control.
In the garden of Eden, Eve dialogued with the devil. I get the impression that many believers dialogue with the devil quite a bit. He comes with twisted truth and then instead of telling him to get under our feet, we welcome him into our abode and he takes up residence there and begins his malicious weave of lies and deceptions. Instead of asking for spiritual eyes to see, we accept that what we see in the physical is really what is going on in the spiritual.
My prayer is that you, Anthonette, will begin to truly believe that what God says is true. His word is true, and is no lie. The devil is the schemer and teller of lies and he is the one who brings in doubts and unbelief into our mind (soul/seat of emotions) which has learned to bow down to his way instead of allowing our 'spirit' to rise up and take it's rightful place. The word of God has already decreed your thing. Overcomer! Triumphant! Victorious!
The children of Israel were given the promise land but because of the 'giants' in the land they decided that if they fought they would be the losers, forgetting FORGETTING that God had told them, He had already given it to them. Do you understand what that means? No Israelite would die in the battle (if there were one) how could they if God went before them. He gave them the promised land and told them to take it.
So what if there are giants in the land! Who is greater than any giant? Whose name do these giants have to bow to? Yeshua/Jesus.
He that is joined unto the Lord is ONE spirit. We are ONE with HOly Spirit.
