Jesussaves89
Beloved of All
today is my birthday and asking God to NOT disappoint me.. actually make it a happy birthday. I never get a car, never get anything from anyone, and every year. I'm heartbroken. I have no friends. I care for my sick grandma, bedridden for years, and my mom and I do not get along. No matter how much I try and please her, she can't even make me a card or something ever!!! Every day I'm heartbroken. Lord, please DO something special for my birthday. PLEASE don't let me be in tears AGAIN like every single year: every single year tears on my birthday. Nobody cares. Not even the body of Christ. Lord, why did you create me to be so alone. Do you even care? Just one happy day, please?