WingsofaDove
Beloved of All
Some people do not have this problem. Please do not judge or be unkind. I have backslid several times over the years. When I first learned about God 20 years ago I was happy, until I learned that I REALLY had to give up the worldly stuff that I truly loved. I loved partying and everything that goes with it. I have really struggled because I felt that without those things I could not possibly be happy but I had made vows to God so I was stuck keeping them. I kind of felt like I was in jail a lot of the time and felt very angry. At times I felt like I was only serving God to avoid Hebrews 10 verse 26 the judgement.
◄ Hebrews 10:26 ►
Verse (Click for Chapter)
New International Version
If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left,
◄ Hebrews 10:27 ►
Verse (Click for Chapter)
New International Version
but only a fearful expectation of judgment and of raging fire that will consume the enemies of God.
New Living Translation
There is only the terrible expectation of God's judgment and the raging fire that will consume his enemies.
English Standard Version
but a fearful expectation of judgment, and a fury of fire that will consume the adversaries.
Berean Study Bible
but only a fearful expectation of judgment and raging fire that will consume all adversaries.
I have noticed Gods blessing in my life lately. Please pray that I can remain faithful and not backslide and to actually enjoy it. Pray that I do not want to go back and that I no longer desire those things. Pray that I do not feel that I may be missing out. Pray that I remain content, happy, and faithful and that I am not lead into temptation. Please do not be unkind or judgemental. I am asking for prayer to remove the wrong feelings. I need help to want to serve God faithfully until death and to be happy doing so.
◄ Hebrews 10:26 ►
Verse (Click for Chapter)
New International Version
If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left,
◄ Hebrews 10:27 ►
Verse (Click for Chapter)
New International Version
but only a fearful expectation of judgment and of raging fire that will consume the enemies of God.
New Living Translation
There is only the terrible expectation of God's judgment and the raging fire that will consume his enemies.
English Standard Version
but a fearful expectation of judgment, and a fury of fire that will consume the adversaries.
Berean Study Bible
but only a fearful expectation of judgment and raging fire that will consume all adversaries.
I have noticed Gods blessing in my life lately. Please pray that I can remain faithful and not backslide and to actually enjoy it. Pray that I do not want to go back and that I no longer desire those things. Pray that I do not feel that I may be missing out. Pray that I remain content, happy, and faithful and that I am not lead into temptation. Please do not be unkind or judgemental. I am asking for prayer to remove the wrong feelings. I need help to want to serve God faithfully until death and to be happy doing so.
