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Dear Faithful friends,
My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for a long while now. I went in on Dec. 8th, 2009 to have an HSG. The procedure required fluids to go through my uterus to see if any tubes were blocked. This resulted in me not ovulating in December.
So I was put on Clomid on January 5th and haven't had any signs of ovulation on my fertility monitor or bodily signs. Today, I did get a high reading FINALLY on the fertility monitor! I am so full of hope and faith in God that I keep setting myself up for disappointments each month. But the medication has made me hopeful and the HSG procedure is making me hopeful since everything was fine and the procedure cleaned the uterus to avoid any blockages or other issues. I really don't want to be disappointed this month. I feel like I have been on a roller coaster ride of emotions for too long. I am hoping that this month will be the month that all of my disappointments, struggles, sadness, despair will end. It has been hard. Many of my friend and family keep asking me when will I get pregnant since my little sis is on her fourth kid. The one she is pregnant with now is a miracle. Her husband had a vasectomy and she still got pregnant. It made me very angry, frustrated, sad, and hopeless that God would bless them with another child when they were not wanting anymore children. I just don't understand why God is putting me through all of this. The doctor calls my case "unexplained" infertility. Which is the hardest thing to understand. I can't explain to anyone my situation because it really doesn't make any sense and it makes me feel hopeless when a doctor can't explain what is wrong. Everything that they have picked at or poked is all normal so I still have hope but I dont' know how long I can hang in there. I am starting to look more and more at adopting. So, please pray for my husband and me. Please let me ovulate this month and conceive a baby soon!!! Thank you Faithful Friends!
My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for a long while now. I went in on Dec. 8th, 2009 to have an HSG. The procedure required fluids to go through my uterus to see if any tubes were blocked. This resulted in me not ovulating in December.
So I was put on Clomid on January 5th and haven't had any signs of ovulation on my fertility monitor or bodily signs. Today, I did get a high reading FINALLY on the fertility monitor! I am so full of hope and faith in God that I keep setting myself up for disappointments each month. But the medication has made me hopeful and the HSG procedure is making me hopeful since everything was fine and the procedure cleaned the uterus to avoid any blockages or other issues. I really don't want to be disappointed this month. I feel like I have been on a roller coaster ride of emotions for too long. I am hoping that this month will be the month that all of my disappointments, struggles, sadness, despair will end. It has been hard. Many of my friend and family keep asking me when will I get pregnant since my little sis is on her fourth kid. The one she is pregnant with now is a miracle. Her husband had a vasectomy and she still got pregnant. It made me very angry, frustrated, sad, and hopeless that God would bless them with another child when they were not wanting anymore children. I just don't understand why God is putting me through all of this. The doctor calls my case "unexplained" infertility. Which is the hardest thing to understand. I can't explain to anyone my situation because it really doesn't make any sense and it makes me feel hopeless when a doctor can't explain what is wrong. Everything that they have picked at or poked is all normal so I still have hope but I dont' know how long I can hang in there. I am starting to look more and more at adopting. So, please pray for my husband and me. Please let me ovulate this month and conceive a baby soon!!! Thank you Faithful Friends!
