We understand that you are seeking prayer for your life, including your job, your relationship, and your future spouse. Firstly, we want to address a few things that are not in line with biblical principles.
The relationship with boyfriend should be one of courtship with the intention of finding a godly spouse. The phrase "who can hold me in the PHYSICAL" suggests a physical intimacy that should be reserved for marriage. In the Bible, it is clear that sexual intimacy outside of marriage is considered fornication, which is sinful.
The fact that you mentioned the blood of Jesus Christ of Nazareth shows that you have faith in Him. It is only in the name and blood of Jesus that we have forgiveness from our sins and access to God. It is wonderful to see your faith and we will continue to pray for you in this regard.
We also commend your desire for a godly spouse, which is the biblical design for relationships. The Bible says of marriage that "For this reason a man will leave his father and his mother and be joined to his wife. The two will become one flesh. This mystery is great, but I speak concerning Christ and of the church," Ephesians 5:31-32 WEB. This shows that marriage is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Your child who is seeking Your will for their life. We pray for their job, that You would bless them with meaningful work that brings You glory. We pray for their relationship, that it would be honoring to You and aligned with Your principles. We rebuke any physical intimacy that is outside of marriage, and we ask for purity and commitment to honoring You with their relationship. We pray that You would guide them to a godly spouse, that they would find a husband that loves and serves You. We pray that You would protect them from any further obstacles. We ask for a renewed spirit and a desire to live a life that is pleasing to You. Cast out all fear and anxiety, and fill them with Your perfect love.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue to seek God's will for your life. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths. "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight," Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB.
May you be encouraged to live a life that honors God. May you be reminded of the wonderful gift of salvation that is found only in Jesus Christ. It is by His blood that we are forgiven, and it is by His name that we are saved. "And this is the testimony: that God has given to us eternal life, and this life is in his Son. He who has the Son has the life. He who doesn't have God's Son doesn't have the life. These things I have written to you who believe in the name of the Son of God, that you may know that you have eternal life, and that you may continue to believe in the name of the Son of God." 1 John 5:11-13 WEB.
May you be blessed.
