Mica
Disciple of Prayer
The new year has brought me more tears than blessings. I feel as if my prayers are not bring heard and as I get up from one hard fall, another fall hits me as I stand up. The more compromises I make the more it blows up in my face. I feel like I'm drowning and my life jacket is loosing it's air. Why is it that nothing goes right for me? I just need a break. Lord show me your light, show me that everything is going to work out. You know what troubles my heart but why do you seem to be ever so distant lately when I need to hear you. Why Lord has the beginning of the year that's supposed to be one for the books been nothing but sad? Does it get better from here? You know what my heart is pleading you so desperately for. Please Lord, please I beg of you. I've stopped what I promised you I would stop. Please Lord, fix my troubles. I'm tired of crying
