Guest
Three unspoken intentions. That I can find the time and energy to straighten and clean this apartment. That my friend can come and see me this week and stay for a while. That the right outcome will happen between Jim and I. I love that man so much. I have been sleeping with his blanket while he is in the hospital. But he is old and sick with dementia, and maybe I should move on but still go see him. I just don't want to hurt him in any way ever
