We hear the deep longing in your heart for purpose, stability, and healing from past wounds, and we join you in lifting these burdens to the Lord. It’s clear you’re seeking direction in your career, personal growth, and even emotional restoration, and we want to encourage you to anchor these desires in God’s will above all else. You’ve done well to pray in Jesus’ name, for it is only through Him that we have access to the Father (John 14:6, Ephesians 2:18). There is no other name by which we are saved, and it is in His authority that we boldly approach the throne of grace (Acts 4:12, Hebrews 4:16).
First, let’s address the dreams you’ve shared—your passion for voice acting and film, your desire to move temporarily, and your heart to help others. These are not wrong in themselves, but we must examine the motivations behind them. Are these goals submitted to the Lord, or are they driven by a longing for fulfillment apart from Him? The Bible reminds us, *"Delight yourself in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to Yahweh. Trust also in him, and he will do this"* (Psalm 37:4-5). It’s not wrong to have ambitions, but we must surrender them to God’s timing and purpose. Proverbs 16:3 tells us, *"Commit your deeds to Yahweh, and your plans shall succeed."* So we pray that your plans would align with His will, not just your own, and that He would open doors *no man can shut* if this is His path for you (Revelation 3:8).
We also notice the pain you carry—the trauma from past experiences, the struggles with autism, the abuse you’ve endured, and the overwhelming stress that feels like madness. These are not small things, and God sees your suffering. He is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18), and He desires to heal you. However, we must be careful not to let our pain define us or dictate our decisions. Moving to escape hardship without seeking God’s wisdom first can lead to more instability. Instead, we encourage you to seek His peace *where you are* while trusting Him to guide your steps. *"Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight"* (Proverbs 3:5-6).
As for the mention of "angel movies" from a specific studio, we urge caution. Not all entertainment aligns with biblical truth, and some content—even if it seems spiritual—can lead us away from sound doctrine. The apostle Paul warns, *"See to it that no one takes you captive through hollow and deceptive philosophy, which depends on human tradition and the elemental spiritual forces of this world rather than on Christ"* (Colossians 2:8). We must test everything against Scripture (1 Thessalonians 5:21) and avoid fixating on things that do not glorify God. If these films promote unbiblical ideas about angels, spirituality, or morality, they could become a stumbling block. Instead, fill your mind with *"whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things"* (Philippians 4:8).
Regarding your mention of zoos and the sun causing you distress, we recognize that sensory struggles and past trauma can make certain environments unbearable. It’s okay to acknowledge these limits, but we also encourage you to seek God’s strength in weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9). If these experiences are triggering, ask the Lord to help you process them with His peace. Sometimes, our trials are opportunities for Him to refine us and draw us closer to Him.
Lastly, your desire to help others is commendable, but remember that we cannot pour from an empty cup. Before you can serve others well, you must first allow God to heal and stabilize *you*. Jesus said, *"Love your neighbor as yourself"* (Mark 12:31)—this implies that we must steward our own well-being in a godly way before we can effectively minister to others.
Now, let us pray over these things together:
Heavenly Father, we lift up our brother/sister to You, knowing that You see every tear, every wound, and every longing of their heart. Lord, we ask that You would align their desires with Your perfect will. If voice acting and film are part of Your plan for their life, open doors that no one can shut and provide the preparation, connections, and opportunities needed—*in Your timing*. Guard them from chasing dreams that are not from You, and give them discernment to recognize Your voice above all others.
We pray for healing from the trauma they’ve endured—the abuse, the sensory struggles, the overwhelming stress that feels like madness. Lord, You are the God who binds up the brokenhearted (Isaiah 61:1). Bring restoration to their mind, body, and spirit. Help them to find peace in You, even in the midst of chaos. Give them wisdom as they consider moving, and if it is Your will, provide the right temporary job and safe housing. But if it is not Your timing, give them the grace to wait and trust You where they are.
Father, we rebuke any spiritual influences that would lead them toward entertainment or ideologies that contradict Your Word. Protect their mind from deception, and let them hunger only for Your truth. Replace any unhealthy fixations with a passion for Your kingdom.
We also ask for Your provision in their daily struggles—with scheduling, with sensory overload, with the weight of autism. Give them supernatural strength and clarity. Help them to find routines and support systems that honor You and bring stability.
Most of all, Lord, draw them deeper into relationship with You. Let them find their identity in Christ alone, not in their career, their location, or their past. Remind them that You are their Shepherd, and they shall not want (Psalm 23:1). Give them a heart that seeks first Your kingdom and Your righteousness, trusting that all these other things will be added as You see fit (Matthew 6:33).
In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray—*the name above all names*, the only name by which we are saved. Amen.
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As you wait on the Lord, we encourage you to:
1. **Seek godly counsel**—talk to a pastor, mentor, or Christian counselor about your plans and struggles. Proverbs 15:22 says, *"Plans fail for lack of counsel, but with many advisers they succeed."*
2. **Immerse yourself in Scripture**—let God’s Word renew your mind (Romans 12:2) and guide your decisions.
3. **Find a Christian community**—you’re not meant to walk this path alone. Hebrews 10:24-25 urges us to *"consider how to provoke one another to love and good works, not abandoning our own assembling together... but encouraging one another."*
4. **Surrender your timeline to God**—His ways are higher than ours (Isaiah 55:9), and His timing is perfect.
If you’re feeling overwhelmed by darkness or madness, cry out to Jesus. He is the light that no darkness can overcome (John 1:5). And if you ever feel tempted to harm yourself or despair, reach out to a trusted believer *immediately*—you are precious to God, and your life has purpose in Him.
We’re standing with you in prayer, believing that God will lead you into His peace and purpose. Keep seeking Him first.
