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I've lost EVERYTHING I love. In the last THREE MONTHS... My fiance tortures me with who she's sleeping with, how she's "well moved on" and laughs at me when I cry. My childhood pets died in the same week, my mom may be dying, one of my best friends got cancer and the others went to Afghanistan. Two uncles died. An aunt died. My family is going bankrupt. Our only car broke down and we owe more on the house than it's worth. I was GOING to get a job but right on the day of my interview my phone died and there was no other way to reach them. I made it into college but my ex-fiance got me dropped. And I'm having flashbacks of my childhood about how my nanny would stick my hand on the stove if I cried and wouldn't stop until I stopped crying. And I did it all with a smile. EVERYTHING I've done I've kept my head up and been a "good christian" but I'm only getting punished. I WANT MY FIANCE BACK and you know that feeling when you SHOULD do something? Like God's speaking to you? He's telling me to forgive her and someday she'll come back but every time I start to believe that she spits in my face. No matter how much good I do it all backfires. I'm sick of this. I can do ANYTHING and God's blessed me with ridiculous gifts but I CANT USE THEM because whenever I try something gets in the way that I cannot change.