Anonymous
Beloved of All
The women I love with all my heart Has a gambling addiction. She has never lived with me but I have asked her to do so many times. I have helped her out with her gambling dept many times over the past 4 and a half years in the hopes of keeping her from completely sinking until she found the courage to go to Ga. I always knew that gambling was her first love. I thought if she could get better, we would become closer and end up with a life together. Well she sank further and seperated herself from me. A month she went to her first GA meeting. I was elated and proud of her. Then she told me she had started attending church but she never asked me to go with her. Its now been five months since Ive seen her. But we had stayed in contact via texting. I found out she had moved in with another man. I think a man she met at church. I am devestated. The very thing I had hoped for thinking it would bring us closer came out the exact opposite. I love this women with all my heart. I stayed with her through the worst of times. I gave her all my love and support. Only to hear that its another man that gets to be with her now that shes doing well and filled with the spirit of God. I feel so betrayed. I am a broken man. I cant deal with this pain. od please help me
