autismmom2016
Servant
Lord help me. I woke up to kids fighting and screaming. I can't handle this anymore. The lack of help around the house, the screaming and fighting. No support system. I am doing this alone and I can't do it. I'm praying and worshiping you and your not hearing me. I'm going to have a mental breakdown. Being a single parent to four and two with autism is killing me. I'm crying all the time. I'm so overwhelmed with this life. I need help today, not tomorrow, not later now. Your word says to seek you first and I am seeking you and your leaving me in the wilderness and I can't take it. I hate my life. I'm angry. Help omar to see that he needs to help me. He moved on and only focusing on his new girlfriend and it's killing me. He takes the boys for 3.5 hrs every two weeks. I can't do this. I need a break. Jesus if you don't help me now I'm going to stop being your daughter because I've been asking for help and your ignoring it. I don't mean to be so bold but I need to be. Maybe you will listen and give me the help I need. I'm not asking for much. In Jesus Name I pray amen