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TMJOHNST520
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When I first posted to this forum a week ago I was in total udder emotional distress, and as each day is going by its beginning to lessen. I don't want to be a selfish one and just begging for prayer, but I do believe being an overcomer will allow me to be a help to others in need. I am a female and at the age where hormonal changes take place but even with that the Devil tries to undermine you with your weaknesses. I have become a stay at home mom for my 23 yr old handicapped daughter who totally requires 24/7 care. In that position I feel like God has blessed me with watching ONE OF HIS VERY OWN EARTH BOUND ANGELS. I have been married 27 yrs and at some points in my marriage have stepped out of the bounds of marriage myself. I was raised Penetecostal and know the very meaning of what it is to be a CHRISTIAN and do the will of GOD plus his HEALING POWERS have brought me through being crippled when I was an infant and Docs gave a prognosis I would never walk but HIS HEALING GRACE SAW ME THROUGH and in 1992 like to died from pancreatis/stomache ulcer/gladderissues. A doctor that was placed as my GASTRO was from India and said if I had a GOD I believed in that was my ONLY CHANCE TO RECOVER cuz I was a good as a goner. BUT YET HERE I AM NOW.... I dont mind being at home but I have always been one on the run. AND change is hard for me. I know it might sound crazy but I DO JUST FEEL LIKE I AM EMOTIONALLY CRAZY AT TIMES and VERY RELESTLESS, I let anxiety take me to emotional places I dont like.... Please ask GOD TO GRANT ME REST FROM THIS EMOTIONAL STATE OF MIND AND GIVE ME PEACE AND CONTENTMENT IN MY HEART.... I DO BELIEVE THIS WILL HAPPEN. I just dont want to have to rely medication to make it happen, but the GRACE OF THE PRECIOUS LORD.....
