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Anna Small
Guest
I would like to ask for prayer for all the aspects of my life.
Over the past three years my life has been a roller coaster. I fell in love. I fell in hate. I got inspired. I got discouraged. I got empowered. I got low self esteem. I got raped. I got saved. I died. I was reborn and restored.
For the past three years I considered everything around me my own personal hell. Everything brought me pain somehow and I just couldn't see the light anymore. I lost my way. I tried to kill myself so many times ... but there was always something holding me back. I now realize that it was the grace of God.
It was hard just to wake up in the morning. I remember clinging to what was left of sleep, always aware of the torture that awaited me in reality. Not that my dreams were peaceful. In fact, my dreams were the farthest thing from peaceful. Today, I still find myself doing this. I despised getting out of bed and going to a school where everyone hated me. I was the girl everyone whispered about and rejected. It was ... words can't begin to describe what I went through.
There were times when I didn't believe I was alive, as I had died on the inside and a part of me was already in the ground. They took something from me. Something I needed. I was falling. Hard. And Fast.
But then I got saved this summer. God found me. I don't see how I lived without him - not that I was ever really without him. Now I see my purpose in life. Its to find those who are lost. To bring them to God, so they may experience the fulfillment and utter completion I do.
I am asking you to pray that I stay on this path and continue listening to God. I am asking you to pray for me because I want to live my life in service of God. I wish to work for his kingdom. I want to work towards helping women who have been through what I have been through.
I am also asking to you to pray for me because I have two major spanish exams this weekend.
I really appreciate this.
Thank you.
I wish double for you, what you wish for me.
And remember : No matter how hard the road gets, God is always with you. Prosperity and redemption are coming !!! Keep holding on !
Over the past three years my life has been a roller coaster. I fell in love. I fell in hate. I got inspired. I got discouraged. I got empowered. I got low self esteem. I got raped. I got saved. I died. I was reborn and restored.
For the past three years I considered everything around me my own personal hell. Everything brought me pain somehow and I just couldn't see the light anymore. I lost my way. I tried to kill myself so many times ... but there was always something holding me back. I now realize that it was the grace of God.
It was hard just to wake up in the morning. I remember clinging to what was left of sleep, always aware of the torture that awaited me in reality. Not that my dreams were peaceful. In fact, my dreams were the farthest thing from peaceful. Today, I still find myself doing this. I despised getting out of bed and going to a school where everyone hated me. I was the girl everyone whispered about and rejected. It was ... words can't begin to describe what I went through.
There were times when I didn't believe I was alive, as I had died on the inside and a part of me was already in the ground. They took something from me. Something I needed. I was falling. Hard. And Fast.
But then I got saved this summer. God found me. I don't see how I lived without him - not that I was ever really without him. Now I see my purpose in life. Its to find those who are lost. To bring them to God, so they may experience the fulfillment and utter completion I do.
I am asking you to pray that I stay on this path and continue listening to God. I am asking you to pray for me because I want to live my life in service of God. I wish to work for his kingdom. I want to work towards helping women who have been through what I have been through.
I am also asking to you to pray for me because I have two major spanish exams this weekend.
I really appreciate this.
Thank you.
I wish double for you, what you wish for me.
And remember : No matter how hard the road gets, God is always with you. Prosperity and redemption are coming !!! Keep holding on !
