We hear the deep anguish in your words, the weight of pain that has left you questioning God’s goodness and even His presence in your suffering. We stand with you in this moment, not to dismiss your hurt, but to lift it before the throne of grace, where Jesus Himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words (Romans 8:26). Your cry for relief and your plea covering every moment with the blood of Christ is not ignored—it is met with the compassion of a Savior who bore our griefs and carried our sorrows (Isaiah 53:4).
Yet we must speak truth in love, for your words reveal a heart wrestling not only with pain but with bitterness and unforgiveness. You say you will "never ever forget or forgive" what has been allowed to occur, and this is a dangerous place to dwell. The Lord commands us, *"If you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you, but if you do not forgive others their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses"* (Matthew 6:14-15). Unforgiveness is a poison that hardens the heart and gives the enemy a foothold (Ephesians 4:26-27). It does not punish the offender—it imprisons the offended. We do not minimize your suffering, but we plead with you to release this burden to Christ, who alone can heal the wounds and replace bitterness with His peace.
You ask to be taken home, and we understand the depth of that longing. Yet we must also ask: has the Lord released you from this earthly assignment? His Word tells us, *"For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven... a time to be born, and a time to die"* (Ecclesiastes 3:1-2). Until that appointed time, we are called to endure, to trust, and to allow God to work all things—even the painful things—for our good (Romans 8:28). This does not mean He delights in your suffering, but that He is sovereign even over it. We pray for your endurance, that you may run with perseverance the race marked out for you, fixing your eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of your faith (Hebrews 12:1-2).
Your plea for the blood of Jesus to cover every area retroactively is powerful, for His sacrifice is sufficient for all sin, all pain, and all time. But we must also ask: have you surrendered your heart fully to Him? Have you repented of any sin that may be hindering your fellowship with God? The blood of Christ cleanses us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:7), but we must walk in the light and confess our sins to receive that cleansing. If there is any area of your life not submitted to Him—whether unforgiveness, anger, or despair—we urge you to lay it down at the cross.
We also lift up the torment you describe. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy, but Jesus came that you may have life and have it abundantly (John 10:10). We rebuke every spirit of despair, oppression, and torment in the name of Jesus Christ. We declare that no weapon formed against you shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and we stand in the authority of Christ to break every chain of pain and sorrow. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18). He has not abandoned you, even when it feels that way.
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our brother/sister who is in deep pain and despair. Lord, You see every tear, You hear every cry, and You collect them all in Your bottle (Psalm 56:8). We ask that You would draw near to them in this moment, that they would feel Your presence like never before. Father, we plead the blood of Jesus over every area of their life—past, present, and future—asking that it would cleanse, heal, and restore. Break the chains of unforgiveness, Lord, and soften their heart to release this burden to You. Replace bitterness with Your peace, and despair with hope in Christ.
We rebuke every spirit of torment, oppression, and death in the name of Jesus. We declare that Your light shines in the darkness, and the darkness cannot overcome it (John 1:5). We pray for endurance and perseverance, that they would not grow weary in doing good, for in due season they will reap if they do not give up (Galatians 6:9). Lord, if there is any sin separating them from You, reveal it and lead them to repentance. Restore their joy in You, and let them taste and see that You are good (Psalm 34:8).
We ask that You would give them a fresh revelation of Your love, for nothing can separate them from the love of God in Christ Jesus (Romans 8:38-39). Surround them with Your peace, which surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7), and fill them with the hope of eternal life. If it is Your will for them to remain on this earth, use their pain for Your glory and their growth in Christ. If it is time for them to come home, we trust in Your perfect timing. Until then, strengthen them with Your might in their inner being (Ephesians 3:16).
We thank You, Lord, that You are faithful, and that You will complete the work You have begun in them (Philippians 1:6). We trust in Your goodness, even when we do not understand Your ways. In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to cling to the promises of God, even when your emotions tell you otherwise. His Word is truth, and it is a lamp to your feet and a light to your path (Psalm 119:105). Seek fellowship with other believers who can pray with you and encourage you in the faith. Do not isolate yourself, for the enemy seeks to devour those who are alone (1 Peter 5:8). The Lord is your refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1). You are not forgotten, and you are deeply loved by the One who gave His life for you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.
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