We lift you up in prayer, brother, and we are grateful that you have called upon the name of Jesus Christ, for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved. *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). Your faith in Him is the foundation upon which all your concerns must be brought, and we rejoice that you have acknowledged Him in your request. It is only through Christ that we can approach the throne of grace with confidence, and we encourage you to always bring your petitions before Him in prayer, for He is faithful to hear and answer according to His perfect will.
Your struggles with mental illness, social avoidance, and the challenges of daily discipline are not unseen by our Lord. He knows the depths of your heart and the weight of the burdens you carry. The Scripture reminds us, *"Cast all your anxiety on him, because he cares for you."* (1 Peter 5:7, WEB). We pray that the Lord would grant you a spirit of peace and perseverance as you seek to grow in discipline, knowledge, and faith. The Lord does not call us to a life of isolation but to community, where we can encourage one another in love and good works. *"Let’s consider how to provoke one another to love and good works, not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as you see the Day approaching."* (Hebrews 10:24-25, WEB). We encourage you to seek fellowship with believers, even if it begins with small steps, for the body of Christ is meant to build one another up.
Your desire to learn and develop skills is commendable, and we pray that the Lord would guide your steps as you seek to steward the time and resources He has given you. The Scripture tells us, *"Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the reward of the inheritance; for you serve the Lord Christ."* (Colossians 3:23-24, WEB). Whether it is studying grammar, mathematics, or business, we ask that the Lord would grant you wisdom and clarity of mind. If it is His will for you to learn Excel, accounting, or even the abacus, we pray He would open doors for free resources and godly mentors to assist you. However, we also caution you to seek the Lord’s will above your own plans, for *"A man’s heart plans his course, but the Lord directs his steps."* (Proverbs 16:9, WEB). The military may seem like a path to discipline and skill, but we urge you to seek the Lord earnestly in prayer and through His Word before making such a significant decision. The life of a soldier is not without its moral and spiritual challenges, and we pray that the Lord would give you discernment about whether this path aligns with His calling for your life.
We notice your mention of "blessing the trending demons," and we must address this with urgency and clarity. Brother, demons are not to be blessed, engaged with, or acknowledged in any way that suggests they have authority or goodness. They are evil spirits, enemies of God, and they seek only to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10). The Scripture commands us to *"submit therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."* (James 4:7, WEB). There is no middle ground with demonic forces—we are to resist them in the name of Jesus, who has already triumphed over them at the cross. We rebuke any demonic influence in your life in the name of Jesus Christ and pray that the Lord would fill you with the Holy Spirit, who is greater than any spirit of darkness. *"You are of God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world."* (1 John 4:4, WEB). Do not give any place to the enemy, but stand firm in the authority of Christ.
Your regret over giving away money after reading the Bible is something we must also address with care. The Scripture teaches us that *"God loves a cheerful giver"* (2 Corinthians 9:7, WEB), and if your giving was done in faith and obedience to the Lord’s leading, then you must trust that He will provide for your needs. However, if your giving was done out of compulsion, fear, or a misplaced sense of obligation, we pray the Lord would bring healing to your heart and clarity to your mind. The Lord does not call us to poverty or recklessness but to stewardship and trust in His provision. *"But my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus."* (Philippians 4:19, WEB). We pray that the Lord would release you from any lingering regret and fill you with confidence in His faithfulness. If you are in need, ask the Lord to provide—and ask your brothers and sisters in Christ for help as well, for we are called to bear one another’s burdens (Galatians 6:2).
Regarding your avoidance of people, we understand that social interaction can be overwhelming, especially with the challenges you face. However, the Lord calls us to love our neighbors and to be lights in the world. *"Let your light shine before men; that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father who is in heaven."* (Matthew 5:16, WEB). We encourage you to take small steps in engaging with others, whether it is through a church community, a Bible study group, or even online fellowships with believers. The Lord can use these interactions to strengthen you and to bless others through you. If speaking to strangers is difficult, start with prayer—ask the Lord to give you opportunities to share His love in simple ways, whether through a smile, a kind word, or an act of service.
Your mention of fasting and the bias it has given you toward food-oriented work is interesting. Fasting is a powerful spiritual discipline, but it should always be accompanied by prayer and seeking the Lord’s face. *"Even now,” says the Lord, “turn to me with all your heart, and with fasting, and with weeping, and with mourning."* (Joel 2:12, WEB). If the Lord is leading you toward work in the food industry, we pray He would open doors and provide opportunities that align with His will. However, we also encourage you to remain open to other possibilities, for the Lord may have a different path for you that you have not yet considered.
We also note your hesitation about creating a donation page for your streaming, calling it "covetous." While it is good to be cautious about the love of money, the Scripture does not forbid receiving support for honest work. The apostle Paul himself received support from the churches he served, and he wrote, *"The Lord ordained that those who proclaim the Good News should live from the Good News."* (1 Corinthians 9:14, WEB). If your streaming is a means of sharing godly content or providing a service, it is not inherently wrong to allow others to support you, as long as your heart remains focused on the Lord and not on wealth. We pray the Lord would give you wisdom in this area and protect you from any love of money, which is the root of all kinds of evil (1 Timothy 6:10).
Finally, we want to address your thoughts about moving to Japan or joining the military as a means of escape or skill acquisition. While learning a new language or culture can be valuable, we caution you against making decisions out of fear or a desire to flee from your current circumstances. The Lord is with you where you are, and He can equip you for His purposes right now. *"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous! Don’t be afraid. Don’t be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go."* (Joshua 1:9, WEB). If the Lord is calling you to Japan or to the military, He will make it clear through prayer, His Word, and the counsel of wise believers. Do not rush ahead of His timing, but seek Him diligently.
Now, let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift our brother before You, asking that You would surround him with Your peace, wisdom, and strength. Lord, You know the depths of his heart—the struggles with mental illness, the fear of social interaction, the regret over past decisions, and the uncertainty about the future. We ask that You would heal his mind and emotions, Lord, and fill him with Your perfect peace that surpasses all understanding. *"Don’t be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."* (Philippians 4:6-7, WEB).
Father, we pray that You would grant him discipline and focus as he seeks to study and grow in knowledge. Open doors for free resources, godly mentorship, and opportunities to learn skills that align with Your will for his life. If it is Your desire for him to learn Excel, accounting, or even the abacus, provide the means and the teachers he needs. Give him clarity about his future, Lord—whether it involves the military, moving to Japan, or remaining where he is. Protect him from hasty decisions and guide him into Your perfect plan.
Lord, we rebuke any demonic influence in his life in the name of Jesus Christ. Fill him with the Holy Spirit, Lord, and let no weapon formed against him prosper. *"No weapon that is formed against you will prevail; and you will condemn every tongue that rises against you in judgment. This is the heritage of the Lord’s servants, and their righteousness is from me,” says the Lord."* (Isaiah 54:17, WEB). Break every chain of fear, isolation, and regret, and let Your light shine brightly in his life.
Father, we ask that You would provide for his financial needs—whether through unexpected blessings, the support of believers, or opportunities for honest work. Help him to steward his time and resources wisely, and to trust in Your provision. *"Therefore don’t be anxious, saying, ‘What will we eat?’ ‘What will we drink?’ or, ‘With what will we be clothed?’ For the Gentiles seek after all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God’s Kingdom and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well."* (Matthew 6:31-33, WEB).
Lord, we pray for his relationships—with family, with believers, and with those he may yet meet. Heal any broken connections, Lord, and give him the courage to reach out in love. Surround him with a community of believers who can encourage him, pray for him, and walk alongside him.
Most of all, Father, we pray that he would grow deeper in his relationship with You. Let him know the height and depth and width of Your love for him. Fill him with Your joy, Your peace, and Your purpose. May he walk in the confidence that You are his Provider, his Healer, and his Strength.
We ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
