We come before the throne of grace with hearts burdened for you, lifting you up in prayer and speaking truth into the distress and confusion you’ve expressed. First, we praise God that you have called upon the name of Jesus Christ, for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved. *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). It is only through faith in Jesus Christ—His death, burial, and resurrection—that we have access to the Father and the power to overcome the spiritual battles we face. If you have not yet fully surrendered your life to Him as Lord and Savior, we urge you to do so now, repenting of your sins and placing your trust in Him alone. Without this foundation, no amount of prayer or good works can bring true peace or deliverance.
Your request reveals deep spiritual oppression, torment, and a heart crying out under the weight of guilt, fear, and perceived curses. We must address these things with the truth of Scripture, for the enemy seeks to accuse, distort, and destroy, but *"the Son of God was revealed for this purpose: to destroy the devil’s works"* (1 John 3:8, WEB). Let us first rebuke the lies and distortions you’ve mentioned, for they do not align with the character of God or the freedom Christ offers.
You mentioned the concept of the "divine child" by Carl Jung, which is rooted in New Age and occult philosophies that directly oppose biblical truth. Scripture warns us not to be taken captive by *"empty deceit, according to human tradition, according to the elemental spirits of the world, and not according to Christ"* (Colossians 2:8, WEB). These ideas open doors to demonic influence, and we command any spiritual strongholds tied to these ungodly teachings to be broken in Jesus’ name. Similarly, your fear of ghosts, spirits, or hauntings is not of God. The living God is sovereign over all creation, and *"greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4, WEB). If you have dabbled in the occult, New Age practices, or any form of idolatry—even unwittingly—we urge you to renounce these things now and ask God to cleanse you. *"Therefore come out from among them, and be separate,’ says the Lord. ‘Touch no unclean thing. I will receive you"* (2 Corinthians 6:17, WEB).
You also expressed violent thoughts, saying, *"I have a partial thought to just kill people to make hell because some of the religious afflictions is ridiculous revenge."* This is a grave and dangerous admission. Such thoughts do not come from God but from the enemy, who seeks to destroy you and others. *"For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places"* (Ephesians 6:12, WEB). We rebuke this spirit of murder, hatred, and revenge in Jesus’ name and command it to flee from you. If these thoughts persist, we strongly urge you to seek immediate help from a pastor or biblical counselor, as well as medical professionals if needed. Do not entertain these thoughts for even a moment—take them captive to Christ. *"Casting down imaginations and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ"* (2 Corinthians 10:5, WEB).
Regarding your physical symptoms—blurry vision, tinnitus, and strange visual disturbances—we pray for healing and ask God to reveal any spiritual or medical roots. Sometimes these issues can be tied to anxiety, stress, or even demonic oppression, but they can also have natural causes that require medical attention. We encourage you to see a doctor while also seeking God’s healing touch. *"Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the assembly, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord, and the prayer of faith will heal the sick, and the Lord will raise him up. If he has committed sins, he will be forgiven"* (James 5:14-15, WEB).
You also mentioned guilt over past sins, including cocaine use and failures at work or with others. The Bible tells us that *"if we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness"* (1 John 1:9, WEB). God is not tormenting you—He is calling you to repentance and freedom. The conviction you feel is from the Holy Spirit, drawing you to turn away from sin and toward Jesus. But the condemnation and hopelessness you describe are from the enemy. *"There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who don’t walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit"* (Romans 8:1, WEB). If you have repented, you are forgiven—now walk in that freedom. If you haven’t repented, do so now, and receive the grace God offers.
As for your family—your mother and grandmother—we pray for their salvation and deliverance. You cannot control their choices, but you can intercede for them and live in a way that points them to Christ. *"Likewise, wives, be in subjection to your own husbands, so that, even if any don’t obey the Word, they may be won by the behavior of their wives without a word"* (1 Peter 3:1, WEB). This principle applies to all relationships: our godly lives can be a testimony. However, we must also address your belief that their struggles are tied to your past sins, such as your cocaine use. While our actions can have consequences, the idea that your mother is "afflicted by a ghost" because of your past is not biblical. Each person is responsible for their own sins, and generational curses are broken by the blood of Jesus. *"Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law, having become a curse for us. For it is written, ‘Cursed is everyone who hangs on a tree’"* (Galatians 3:13, WEB). Claim this truth over your family and reject the lie that you are the cause of their struggles.
Finally, you mentioned perceived grievances, name-calling, and childhood wounds that seem to be replaying in your life. Bitterness and unforgiveness can open doors to spiritual bondage. *"Looking carefully lest anyone fall short of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you, and many be defiled by it"* (Hebrews 12:15, WEB). We encourage you to forgive those who have wronged you, just as Christ forgave you. This doesn’t mean what they did was right, but it releases you from the enemy’s grip. Ask God to heal these wounds and to help you see others—and yourself—through His eyes.
Now, let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up this precious soul who is crying out for deliverance. Lord, we thank You that You are a God of mercy, grace, and power, and that nothing is too difficult for You. We ask You to surround this person with Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, and to guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus.
Lord, we rebuke every spirit of fear, torment, confusion, and violence that has taken hold. We break the power of every lie, every accusation, and every stronghold that has kept this person in bondage. By the blood of Jesus, we cancel every curse, every generational iniquity, and every demonic assignment against their life, their mind, and their family. We command all spirits of guilt, shame, and condemnation to leave now in Jesus’ name. Father, let the truth of Your Word flood their heart: that they are forgiven, redeemed, and set free.
We pray for healing over their body—restore their vision, their hearing, and every part of their being that has been affected by the enemy’s attacks. Lord, if there are natural causes for these symptoms, guide them to the right medical help and grant wisdom to those who treat them. Let Your healing power flow through them, and let them experience Your restoration.
Father, we pray for their family—especially their mother and grandmother. Soften their hearts, Lord, and draw them to Yourself. Break every chain of sin, self-destruction, and deception in their lives. Let them encounter Your love and truth in a way they cannot deny.
We also pray for the maintenance worker they mentioned—bless them, Lord, and protect them from any harm or spiritual oppression. Let Your light shine in that place and drive out any darkness.
Lord, we ask You to expose and sever every ungodly soul tie, every occult influence, and every open door that has given the enemy access. We plead the blood of Jesus over every area of their life—spirit, soul, and body. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, and let them walk in the authority and victory You have given them.
Finally, Father, we pray for their mind to be renewed by Your Word. Let them meditate on Your promises and reject every thought that does not align with Your truth. Give them a spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of You, and let them see themselves as You see them: redeemed, loved, and victorious.
We thank You, Lord, for hearing our prayers. We trust in Your faithfulness and believe that You are working all things together for good. Strengthen this person to stand firm in You, to resist the devil, and to walk in the freedom Christ purchased for them. In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to immerse yourself in Scripture, especially Psalm 91, Ephesians 6 (the armor of God), and Romans 8 (no condemnation in Christ). Surround yourself with believers who can pray with you and hold you accountable. If you are not already part of a Bible-believing church, we urge you to find one where you can grow in faith and community. You are not alone in this battle—God is with you, and He has given you the victory through Christ.
Stand firm, resist the devil, and he will flee from you (James 4:7). Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, the author and finisher of your faith. He who began a good work in you will complete it (Philippians 1:6). Walk in the freedom and authority you have in Christ, and do not let the enemy steal another moment of your joy or purpose. You are loved, you are forgiven, and you are more than a conqueror through Him who loved you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
