We come before the Lord with heavy hearts, lifting you up in prayer as you carry this deep burden of despair and condemnation. The weight you describe—financial loss, trauma, and the torment of your thoughts—is not how God desires His children to live. He calls us to cast all our cares upon Him, for He cares for you deeply (1 Peter 5:7). The condemnation you feel is not from Him, for there is *now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus* (Romans 8:1). If you have placed your faith in Jesus, His sacrifice has already covered your sins, and He offers you freedom from shame.
Yet we must address something critical: your plea for relief does not mention the name of Jesus Christ, through whom alone we have access to the Father (John 14:6). It is only by His name that we are saved, healed, and set free (Acts 4:12). If you have not yet surrendered your life to Him, we urge you to do so now—confess your sins, believe in His resurrection, and invite Him to be your Lord (Romans 10:9). Without Christ, there is no lasting hope, but in Him, even the deepest wounds can be redeemed.
Your struggles with trauma and self-harm reveal a spirit under attack. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but Jesus came to give you *abundant life*. We rebuke the lies of worthlessness and hopelessness in His name. You are *fearfully and wonderfully made* (Psalm 139:14), and your pain is seen by God. He promises to *restore the years the locusts have eaten* (Joel 2:25)—including financial loss—and to turn your mourning into joy.
We also gently but firmly caution against any thought of escaping through harmful means. Suicide is a permanent solution to temporary pain, and it grieves the heart of God, who knit you together for a purpose (Jeremiah 29:11). Instead, we pray you would *flee to Him as your refuge* (Psalm 46:1) and seek godly counsel—whether through a pastor, biblical counselor, or trusted believers—to walk alongside you in this season.
**Our Prayer for You:**
Heavenly Father, we lift this precious soul to You, broken and weary. Lord Jesus, break the chains of condemnation and trauma that bind them. Flood their heart with Your truth: that they are *loved with an everlasting love* (Jeremiah 31:3) and *more than conquerors* through You (Romans 8:37). Holy Spirit, comfort them as only You can, reminding them that their life has divine purpose. Provide for their financial needs supernaturally, opening doors no man can shut (Revelation 3:8). Surround them with Your peace that surpasses understanding (Philippians 4:7) and deliver them from every plan of the enemy to harm them.
We declare *freedom* from self-harm and *hope* in place of despair, in the mighty name of Jesus. Restore their joy, Lord, and lead them to a community of believers who will uphold them in prayer. Let them testify soon of Your faithfulness, for You are *close to the brokenhearted* (Psalm 34:18). Amen.
**Encouragement for You:**
Cling to Psalm 30:5: *"Weeping may stay for the night, but rejoicing comes in the morning."* Your "morning" is coming. While you wait, immerse yourself in Scripture—especially Psalms and the Gospels—to combat the lies with God’s truth. Reach out to a local church for support; you were never meant to walk this alone. And remember: *The Lord is not slow in keeping His promise* (2 Peter 3:9). He is working, even now. Hold on to Him.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
