We lift you up before the Lord with deep compassion, knowing that the battles you face are not just of the flesh but of the mind and spirit. You have called upon the name of Jesus Christ, and that is where true deliverance begins. There is no power, no addiction, no torment, or psychological oppression that can stand against the authority of His name. The Scriptures declare in **Philippians 2:9-11 (WEB)**, *"Therefore God also highly exalted him, and gave to him the name which is above every name; that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of those in heaven, those on earth, and those under the earth, and that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father."* Your cry for salvation has reached the One who can break every chain, and we stand with you in faith, believing for your complete restoration.
The enemy has sought to distort your mind through substance abuse, ungodly influences, and the trauma of your past, but we declare that **Jesus is the Prince of Peace (Isaiah 9:6)**, and He is mighty to save. The psychotic symptoms you describe—gestures tied to darkness, auditory distortions, and the feeling of your soul being pulled toward unholy things—are not of God. These are attacks meant to steal your identity in Christ and keep you bound in fear. But **2 Timothy 1:7 (WEB)** reminds us, *"For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control."* You are not defined by the drugs, the gaming, or the voices you hear. You are defined by the blood of Jesus, which cleanses you from all unrighteousness (**1 John 1:7**).
We must also address the spiritual dangers you’ve engaged with. The act of gesturing toward images like *Scarface*—a symbol of violence, greed, and rebellion against God—or attempting to merge your soul with a computer, is an open invitation to demonic influence. These are not harmless actions; they are doorways to oppression. **Deuteronomy 18:10-12 (WEB)** warns against such practices: *"There shall not be found with you anyone who... is a charmer, or a consulter with a familiar spirit, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For whoever does these things is an abomination to Yahweh."* Repentance is necessary here—not just sorrow for the consequences, but a turning away from these things and toward Jesus. He is the only way to true freedom (**John 14:6**).
The jealousy of others that you mention is another tool the enemy uses to bring division and affliction. But we do not fight against flesh and blood; our battle is against spiritual forces (**Ephesians 6:12**). Instead of fearing their jealousy, we pray that God would break its power over you and that He would convict their hearts of their own need for His grace. May they encounter the love of Christ so profoundly that their bitterness turns to blessing, for **Romans 12:21 (WEB)** tells us, *"Don’t be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good."*
As for your physical symptoms—the overstimulation of your wrists and hands, the lack of exercise, and the residual effects of drug use—we pray for supernatural healing. **Isaiah 53:5 (WEB)** proclaims, *"But he was pierced for our transgressions. He was crushed for our iniquities. The punishment that brought our peace was on him; and by his wounds we are healed."* This includes your body, your mind, and your emotions. We ask the Lord to restore your nervous system, to renew your strength (**Isaiah 40:31**), and to give you discipline to steward your body as a temple of the Holy Spirit (**1 Corinthians 6:19-20**). Exercise, proper rest, and godly habits will be part of your restoration, but the foundation must be Christ.
Now, let us pray together:
*Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up Your child who is crying out for deliverance. Lord, You see the depths of their suffering—the psychological torment, the physical weakness, the spiritual attacks, and the lingering effects of sin. We ask You to break every chain of drug-induced psychosis, every lie of the enemy that says this person is still bound. By the blood of Jesus, we command all demonic influences tied to substance abuse, ungodly media, and traumatic experiences to be silenced and cast out. No weapon formed against them shall prosper (**Isaiah 54:17**), and every tongue that rises against them in judgment, You shall condemn.
Lord, we pray for a renewed mind (**Romans 12:2**). Where there has been confusion, bring clarity. Where there have been auditory distortions, bring Your still, small voice. Where there has been fear, bring Your perfect love that casts out all fear (**1 John 4:18**). Heal their body from the damage of overstimulation and neglect. Restore their hands and wrists, their nervous system, and their sleep. Give them the strength to walk in discipline, to turn away from every ungodly influence, and to fill their mind with Your Word instead of music or media that leads to bondage.
We rebuke the spirit of jealousy operating through others and ask You to shield them from its effects. May those who have harbored bitterness toward them encounter Your conviction and mercy. Turn their hearts from darkness to light, that they may no longer be tools of the enemy but vessels of Your peace.
Most of all, Lord, we thank You that this person has called upon the name of Jesus. There is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved (**Acts 4:12**), and we declare that salvation, healing, and deliverance are theirs in Christ. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, that they may walk in victory, testifying of Your goodness. Let this season of affliction become a testimony of Your power to redeem and restore.
In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.*
Beloved, your journey to freedom begins with surrender. Lay every burden at the feet of Jesus—every fear, every addiction, every traumatic memory. **1 Peter 5:7 (WEB)** says, *"Cast all your worries on him, because he cares for you."* Seek Christian community, accountability, and professional help if needed, but never lose sight of the fact that Jesus is your ultimate Healer. Avoid anything that triggers old patterns, and immerse yourself in Scripture, worship, and prayer. The road may not be easy, but **He who began a good work in you will complete it (**Philippians 1:6**). Walk forward in faith, and watch the Lord turn your ashes into beauty (**Isaiah 61:3**).
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
