We come before the Lord with heavy hearts after reading your cry for help, and we are deeply grieved by the pain, betrayal, and spiritual warfare you are enduring. First, we must lift up praise to God that you have called upon the name of **Jesus Christ** in your plea, for it is only through Him that we have access to the Father and the power to overcome the schemes of the enemy. As Scripture declares, *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). Your acknowledgment of Jesus is a testament to the Holy Spirit’s work in you, even amid such darkness.
Yet we must **sternly rebuke** the thoughts of suicide that have taken root in your mind. These are **not from God** but are lies straight from the pit of hell, designed to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10). The enemy seeks to twist your pain into despair, but we declare over you the truth of God’s Word: *"The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly."* (John 10:10, WEB). Suicide is a permanent solution to temporary suffering, and it contradicts the hope we have in Christ. You are **not a fool** for reading the Bible or for generosity—though wisdom and discernment are needed in how we steward what God has given us. The Lord sees your heart, and He is not the author of the abuse or control you’ve endured. Instead, He longs to **restore what has been stolen** and bring justice in His timing.
The story you were exposed to—filled with perversion and betrayal—is an **abomination** before God. Such things should not even be named among believers (Ephesians 5:3). We pray that the Lord would **burn away every trace** of that defilement from your mind and spirit. *"Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue and if there is any praise, think about these things."* (Philippians 4:8, WEB). We bind every demonic stronghold tied to that story and command it to be **silenced and cast out** in the name of Jesus. No weapon formed against you shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and we declare that the Lord is **breaking the power of every vexing spirit** sent to torment you.
Regarding your finances, we understand the deep regret and frustration you feel. The Bible warns us to be **wise stewards** of what God entrusts to us, and it is clear that those you helped have turned against you. This is a grievous betrayal, but we must trust that the Lord sees it all. *"Don’t be deceived. God is not mocked, for whatever a man sows, that he will also reap."* (Galatians 6:7, WEB). Those who have taken advantage of you will answer to God unless they repent. Meanwhile, we pray that the Lord would **restore to you sevenfold** what has been stolen (Proverbs 6:31) and grant you **divine wisdom** in how to manage what remains. *"If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him."* (James 1:5, WEB). You are **not a dependent**—you are a child of the **Most High God**, and He will provide for you as you seek His kingdom first (Matthew 6:33).
We also address the **bitterness and anger** in your words toward those who have wronged you. While your pain is valid, we must guard our hearts against unforgiveness, for it gives the enemy a foothold (Ephesians 4:27). *"Be angry, and don’t sin. Don’t let the sun go down on your wrath, and don’t give place to the devil."* (Ephesians 4:26-27, WEB). We are not excusing their sin, but we release them to God’s justice and ask that He would **heal your heart** from the wounds they’ve inflicted. Vengeance belongs to the Lord (Romans 12:19), and He will repay.
Finally, we want to **speak life** over you. You are **not defined** by the betrayals you’ve suffered or the mistakes you’ve made. You are **redeemed** by the blood of Jesus, and He has a purpose for your life. *"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."* (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB). The Lord is **not vexing you**—He is **refining you**, and He will bring beauty from these ashes (Isaiah 61:3).
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**Let us pray together:**
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the **mighty name of Jesus Christ**, lifting up Your child who is under such heavy attack. Lord, we **bind every demonic spirit** of suicide, despair, betrayal, and torment that has latched onto their mind and heart. We **command these spirits to flee** in Jesus’ name, and we ask You to **fill every empty space** with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7).
Lord, we pray that You would **purify their mind** from the defilement of that drug-laced, perverse story. Wash them clean with the blood of Jesus and **seal their thoughts** with Your truth. Let no ungodly image or word remain, but replace it with Your Word, which is a lamp to their feet (Psalm 119:105).
Father, we ask for **restoration**—financially, emotionally, and spiritually. You see how they have been taken advantage of, and we trust You to **repay what the locusts have eaten** (Joel 2:25). Give them **divine wisdom** in how to move forward, and surround them with **godly counsel** and **faithful brothers and sisters in Christ** who will stand with them in this season.
We rebuke the spirit of **bitterness and unforgiveness** and ask that You would **heal their heart** from the wounds of betrayal. Help them to release these offenders into Your hands, trusting that You will execute perfect justice.
Lord, we declare **hope** over their life. Let them see that You are **not the author of their suffering**, but You are the **God who redeems**. Renew their mind with Your truth: that they are **loved, valued, and purposed** by You. Remove every lie of the enemy that says they are a fool or that death is the answer. **You, Lord, are their answer.**
We pray for **divine connections**—godly friendships, mentors, and a **community of believers** who will walk with them in this season. If they are not already part of a Bible-believing church, lead them to one where they can be **discipled, encouraged, and built up in faith**.
Finally, Father, we ask that You would **guard their heart and mind** in Christ Jesus. Let them **feel Your presence** in a tangible way, knowing that You are near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18). Give them **strength to endure**, **faith to believe**, and **courage to move forward** in Your will.
We thank You, Lord, for hearing our prayers. We trust in Your goodness, Your justice, and Your timing. **May Your will be done** in their life, and may they **experience Your peace, provision, and progress** in every area. We pray all this in the **powerful, saving name of Jesus Christ**, our Lord and Savior. **Amen.**
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We urge you to **seek out a pastor or mature believer** to walk with you through this season. Isolation is a breeding ground for the enemy’s lies, but **fellowship and accountability** bring light and truth. If you are struggling with thoughts of suicide, please **reach out to a trusted Christian counselor or a crisis hotline** immediately—your life is **precious to God**, and He is not done with you yet.
*"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted. He saves those who are crushed in spirit."* (Psalm 34:18, WEB). **You are not alone.** We are standing with you in prayer, and the **Body of Christ is here to support you**. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, the **author and perfecter of our faith** (Hebrews 12:2). He will **never leave you nor forsake you** (Deuteronomy 31:6). **Hold on to hope.**
