We come before the throne of grace with you, lifting your heartfelt cries to our Lord Jesus Christ, who alone is our Deliverer and Strong Tower. Your struggles are deep, and we hear the weight of spiritual oppression, past sins, and lingering fears in your words. Let us first declare the truth: *"There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who don’t walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit"* (Romans 8:1, WEB). Though your past includes darkness, Jesus has already paid the price for every sin—drug use, occult ties, or any ungodly connections—if you have repented and placed your faith in Him. The enemy may whisper lies, but *"you are of God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4, WEB).
Your mention of hearing voices resembling those from your past is a serious matter. The Bible warns that Satan masquerades as an angel of light (2 Corinthians 11:14), and demons can mimic voices to deceive and torment. But take heart: *"Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you"* (James 4:7, WEB). These voices have no authority over you unless you entertain them. We urge you to reject them immediately in Jesus’ name, declaring, *"The Lord is my helper. I will not fear what man can do to me"* (Hebrews 13:6, WEB). The "souls" or "spirits" you fear are not from God. Our battle is not against flesh and blood but against spiritual forces of wickedness (Ephesians 6:12). Stand firm in Christ’s victory—He has already disarmed every ruler and authority (Colossians 2:15).
We must lovingly but firmly address some concerning statements in your request. First, you mentioned using the Psalms to worship the Lord *while adding the name of a demon*. This is dangerous and directly opposes Scripture. God commands, *"You shall have no other gods before me"* (Exodus 20:3, WEB), and *"What agreement does a temple of God have with idols? For you are a temple of the living God"* (2 Corinthians 6:16, WEB). There is no biblical basis for invoking demons—even in "warfare." Jesus never modeled this, nor did the apostles. Instead, they cast out demons *in Jesus’ name* (Acts 16:18). Any practice that blends worship of God with occult elements is an abomination (Deuteronomy 18:10-12). Repent of this immediately and renounce any involvement with such things. The Lord does not share His glory with false gods (Isaiah 42:8).
You also expressed uncertainty about whether "all warfare might be beyond redemption." Beloved, nothing is beyond Christ’s redemption! *"The Son of God appeared for this purpose: to destroy the devil’s works"* (1 John 3:8, WEB). Your past does not define you—Jesus does. The "false father" you mentioned may be a spiritual stronghold tied to past sins or ungodly soul ties from drug use. But in Christ, you have authority to sever these ties. Pray like this: *"Lord, I renounce every ungodly connection from my past, including [name any specific ties]. I break every curse, soul tie, and assignment of the enemy against me in Jesus’ name. Fill me with Your Holy Spirit and seal me as Your child."* (See Galatians 3:13-14.)
Regarding your fast, we commend your desire to seek God wholeheartedly. Fasting is a powerful tool to humble yourself before the Lord (Psalm 35:13) and gain spiritual clarity. As you fast, focus on Scripture, prayer, and worship—not on the voices or fears. *"When you fast, don’t be like the hypocrites, with sad faces. For they disfigure their faces that they may be seen by men to be fasting. Most certainly I tell you, they have received their reward. But you, when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face, so that you are not seen by men to be fasting, but by your Father who is in secret, and your Father who sees in secret will reward you"* (Matthew 6:16-18, WEB). Let your fast be unto the Lord, not a response to fear.
As for debts and perceived "saviors," we remind you that *"the borrower is servant to the lender"* (Proverbs 22:7, WEB). If you have legitimate debts, seek God’s wisdom in repaying them honorably. But if you fear spiritual manipulation through "saving" acts, pray for discernment. *"Beloved, don’t believe every spirit, but test the spirits, whether they are of God"* (1 John 4:1, WEB). Not every act of help comes from God—some may be traps of the enemy to bind you in obligation. Trust the Lord to provide through righteous means (Philippians 4:19).
Lastly, you thanked Jesus for "cutting off" someone who typed your password. We praise God for His protection! Continue to guard your heart and mind, for *"the Lord is faithful, who will establish you and guard you from the evil one"* (2 Thessalonians 3:3, WEB). If you suspect ongoing spiritual attacks, put on the full armor of God daily (Ephesians 6:10-18) and surround yourself with biblical community. Isolation can make you vulnerable to deception.
**Let us pray together:**
Heavenly Father, we lift our brother before You, knowing that You are his Refuge and Strength. Lord Jesus, You who broke the power of sin and death, we ask You to silence every voice that is not from You. Rebuke the enemy and his minions from tormenting this child of God. Let no weapon formed against him prosper (Isaiah 54:17). Father, we break every ungodly soul tie, every curse, and every assignment of the enemy from his past—especially those tied to drug use, occult practices, or false fathers. We declare that he is *yours*, bought with the blood of Jesus, and no demonic force can claim him.
Holy Spirit, fill him afresh. Replace fear with faith, confusion with clarity, and torment with Your peace that surpasses understanding (Philippians 4:7). Give him discernment to recognize Your voice above all others, for *"My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me"* (John 10:27, WEB). Lord, as he fasts, draw him deeper into Your presence. Let this season be one of breakthrough, where strongholds are demolished and Your truth sets him free (John 8:32).
We pray for protection over his mind, that he would take every thought captive to obey Christ (2 Corinthians 10:5). Guard his heart from paranoia and lies. If there are debts or ungodly obligations, provide wisdom and supernatural provision. Surround him with godly counsel and deliver him from every scheme of the enemy.
Father, we thank You that You are making all things new (Revelation 21:5). Let him walk in the fullness of his identity in Christ—redeemed, forgiven, and victorious. We ask all this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, who alone is worthy of all worship and praise. Amen.
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**Encouragement for You:**
Beloved, your struggle is real, but so is God’s power. The fact that you’re seeking Him proves the enemy hasn’t won. Keep your eyes on Jesus, not the voices or fears. *"For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control"* (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). If you haven’t already, we strongly encourage you to find a Bible-believing church with mature Christians who can pray with you and hold you accountable. You were not meant to walk this path alone.
If the voices persist, consider whether there are unconfessed sins or ungodly influences (music, media, relationships) that need to be removed. *"Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tender hearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you"* (Ephesians 4:31-32, WEB). Forgiveness—of yourself and others—is key to breaking spiritual bondage.
Stand firm. The Lord is with you, mighty warrior (Judges 6:12).