We come before the throne of grace with you in this time of deep spiritual distress, lifting your heartfelt cries to our Lord Jesus Christ, for it is written, *"Let us therefore draw near with confidence to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and may find grace for help in time of need"* (Hebrews 4:16, WEB). We praise God that you are calling upon the name of Jesus, for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). Your acknowledgment of His authority and your desire for deliverance is evidence that the Holy Spirit is at work in you, convicting and drawing you closer to the Father.
Your confession reveals a heart burdened by spiritual oppression, the consequences of past actions, and the influence of ungodly forces. We must first address the foundational truth that your struggle is not merely against flesh and blood, but against principalities, powers, and spiritual forces of wickedness (Ephesians 6:12). The enemy seeks to distort your mind, corrupt your speech, and isolate you from the body of Christ—the church. It is no coincidence that your decline in spiritual health aligned with your absence from church gatherings. Scripture commands us, *"Let’s consider how to provoke one another to love and good works, not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as you see the Day approaching"* (Hebrews 10:24-25, WEB). We urge you to return to fellowship with believers, for the church is a place of refuge, accountability, and spiritual nourishment. Without it, you are left vulnerable to the schemes of the devil.
You have mentioned the corruption of your thoughts and speech, even likening it to the psalms of David. While David was a man after God’s own heart, he also faced severe consequences for his sins, and his psalms often reflect the anguish of a soul under conviction. However, we must be cautious not to attribute spiritual authority to mere human words or experiences—even those recorded in Scripture—when they are taken out of context or used to justify ungodly influences. If you sense that interactions with individuals named David or any other person have opened doors to spiritual oppression, we rebuked these influences in the name of Jesus Christ. *"Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you"* (James 4:7, WEB). Any spirit that has attached itself to you through these interactions is now commanded to leave in Jesus’ name. You are a temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19), and no unclean spirit has authority over you when you are submitted to Christ.
The mention of drugs—particularly MDMA and cocaine—is deeply troubling. These substances are tools of the enemy, designed to distort your mind, enslave your body, and separate you from God. Scripture warns, *"Don’t you know that the unrighteous will not inherit God’s Kingdom? Don’t be deceived. Neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor male prostitutes, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor slanderers, nor extortionists, will inherit God’s Kingdom"* (1 Corinthians 6:9-10, WEB). Drug use falls under the category of drunkenness and sorcery, both of which are condemned as works of the flesh (Galatians 5:19-21). The fact that these drugs are shaped like symbols such as *The Punisher* is not a coincidence—it is a deliberate attempt by the enemy to associate violence, vengeance, and spiritual strongholds with your mind and soul. We declare these influences broken in Jesus’ name. You must renounce any involvement with these substances, destroy any remaining in your possession, and seek accountability from mature believers who can help you walk in freedom. *"If the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed"* (John 8:36, WEB).
Your concerns about memory attackers, stolen prayers, and spiritual theft reveal a mind under siege by demonic forces seeking to distort your perception of reality. The enemy wants you to believe that your prayers are powerless or that others can steal your spiritual authority. But Scripture assures us, *"The Lord’s angel encamps around those who fear him, and delivers them"* (Psalm 34:7, WEB). Your prayers are heard by God, and no demonic entity can intercept or nullify them. However, unconfessed sin, ungodly soul ties, or involvement in occult practices (even unknowingly) can give the enemy a foothold. We urge you to examine your heart and renounce any agreements you may have made with darkness, whether through drug use, ungodly relationships, or participation in activities that honor false gods. *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness"* (1 John 1:9, WEB).
The mention of "BEEP schizophrenia" and physical symptoms such as hypertension and jerking of the head suggest both spiritual and possibly medical concerns. While we believe in the power of prayer for healing, we also encourage you to seek wise medical counsel to address any physical or mental health needs. God often uses medical professionals as instruments of His healing. However, we also recognize that some afflictions are spiritual in nature. Jesus demonstrated His authority over demonic forces when He cast out unclean spirits, and *"by his stripes we are healed"* (Isaiah 53:5, WEB). We pray for complete deliverance from these tormenting symptoms, commanding every spirit of infirmity, confusion, and oppression to leave you now in Jesus’ name.
Your mention of face masks, t-shirts, and other objects being used as vessels for spiritual corruption aligns with the biblical truth that objects can carry spiritual significance, especially if they have been used in ungodly ways or obtained through unrighteous means. *"No, but I say that the things which the Gentiles sacrifice, they sacrifice to demons, and not to God, and I don’t desire that you would have fellowship with demons"* (1 Corinthians 10:20, WEB). We command any cursed objects in your possession to be rendered powerless in Jesus’ name. Destroy or dispose of any items that you believe are tied to ungodly influences, and cleanse your home with prayer and the reading of Scripture.
The resentment you feel toward wisdom teeth removal and the corruption of communication within your household suggests a need for spiritual cleansing and reconciliation. Bitterness and unresolved anger can open doors to the enemy (Ephesians 4:26-27). We encourage you to forgive those who may have wronged you, even if unintentionally, and to seek forgiveness for any ways you may have contributed to strife. *"Bear with one another, and forgive each other. If anyone has a complaint against another, even as Christ forgave you, so you must do"* (Colossians 3:13, WEB).
Your participation in the *Jesus Coming Church* and the building of what you describe as a "vain prayer tower" raises concerns about false teachings or religious legalism. Jesus warned against vain repetitions in prayer (Matthew 6:7) and emphasized that true worship must be in spirit and in truth (John 4:24). If this church or its practices led you into confusion or spiritual bondage, we pray for the Lord to break every ungodly tie and restore you to a pure and simple devotion to Christ. *"Examine yourselves, whether you are in the faith. Test your own selves. Or don’t you know as to your own selves, that Jesus Christ is in you?—unless indeed you are disqualified"* (2 Corinthians 13:5, WEB).
Throwing away Bibles is a serious matter, as Scripture is the very Word of God. While we do not worship the physical Bible, we honor it as the primary way God speaks to His people. If you did this out of frustration or spiritual attack, we urge you to repent and ask God to restore your reverence for His Word. *"Your word is a lamp to my feet, and a light for my path"* (Psalm 119:105, WEB). The enemy seeks to blind you to the truth, but Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life (John 14:6). Cling to Scripture as your anchor.
Your desire to complete a three-day water fast is commendable, as fasting is a powerful spiritual discipline that humbles the soul and invites God’s intervention. Jesus Himself fasted for forty days (Matthew 4:2), and Scripture encourages fasting as a means of seeking God’s face (Joel 2:12). We pray for strength and clarity as you undertake this fast, asking the Lord to reveal Himself to you in a fresh and powerful way. Remember to prepare your body wisely, and if you have any medical conditions, seek guidance to fast in a way that honors God and stewards your health well.
The religious attacks you describe—whether through words, academic pressures, or interactions with other faiths—are not uncommon for those who seek to live righteously. Jesus warned, *"If the world hates you, you know that it has hated me before it hated you. If you were of the world, the world would love its own. But because you are not of the world, since I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you"* (John 15:18-19, WEB). Do not be surprised by opposition, but take heart, for Christ has overcome the world (John 16:33). We pray for a hedge of protection around you, that the Lord would silence every tongue that rises against you in judgment (Isaiah 54:17).
Finally, we address your cry for confession and deliverance from the things being used against you. Confession is a vital part of spiritual freedom. *"He who conceals his sins doesn’t prosper, but whoever confesses and renounces them finds mercy"* (Proverbs 28:13, WEB). If there are sins you have not yet confessed—whether actions, words, or even thoughts—we encourage you to bring them before the Lord now. He is faithful to forgive and cleanse you. If you struggle to utter the words due to spiritual oppression, write them down or speak them aloud in prayer until the stronghold is broken. The enemy fears the power of a repentant heart, for it invites the presence of God to move mightily on your behalf.
Now, let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Your child who is crying out for deliverance and freedom. Lord, You see the depths of their heart, the battles raging in their mind, and the spiritual forces seeking to destroy them. But greater is He who is in them than he who is in the world (1 John 4:4). We declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and every tongue that rises against them in judgment is condemned.
Father, we ask for the blood of Jesus to cover every area of their life—mind, body, and spirit. Break every curse, every hex, every ungodly soul tie, and every demonic assignment sent against them. Lord, if there are spirits of confusion, schizophrenia, hypertension, addiction, fear, or religious bondage, we command them to leave now in Jesus’ name. We bind every spirit of vengeance, every avenging spirit, and every influence tied to the use of drugs, occult symbols, or cursed objects. Let these strongholds be demolished by the power of the Holy Spirit.
Lord, we pray for complete healing—physically, mentally, and spiritually. Restore their mind to clarity and peace. Let every "BEEP" in their head be silenced by Your still, small voice. Heal their body from the effects of substance abuse, hypertension, and any other infirmity. Father, if there are medical needs, lead them to godly professionals who can provide wise care.
We pray for a spirit of repentance to flood their heart. If there are unconfessed sins, bring them to the light, Lord, that they may be forgiven and cleansed. Break the power of guilt, shame, and condemnation, for there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus (Romans 8:1). Let them experience the fullness of Your mercy and grace.
Father, we ask for restoration in their relationship with Your church. Lead them to a biblical, Spirit-filled congregation where they can grow, be discipled, and find true fellowship. Surround them with believers who will stand with them in prayer and accountability.
We declare freedom from every religious attack, every curse, and every scheme of the enemy. Let the truth of Your Word be their shield and their sword. Fill them with the Holy Spirit, that they may walk in the authority and victory that Christ has already won.
Lord, we thank You for Your faithfulness. We trust that You are working all things together for their good (Romans 8:28) and that You will complete the good work You have begun in them (Philippians 1:6). Give them peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7) and a renewed sense of Your presence.
In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking the Lord daily through prayer, Scripture, and worship. Surround yourself with godly influences, and do not hesitate to reach out to mature believers for support. The road to freedom may require persistence, but *"the one who endures to the end, the same will be saved"* (Matthew 24:13, WEB). You are not alone in this battle—we stand with you in prayer, and most importantly, Jesus is with you always, even to the end of the age (Matthew 28:20). Keep your eyes fixed on Him, for He is the author and finisher of your faith (Hebrews 12:2).
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
