We come before the Lord with you in this time of deep spiritual distress, lifting your concerns to the throne of grace where Jesus Christ intercedes for us. Your cry for help has been heard, and we stand with you in rebuking the forces of darkness that seek to torment and confuse you. The enemy is a liar and a thief, but we know that "greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world" (1 John 4:4, WEB). Let us address these struggles with the authority of Scripture and the power of prayer in Jesus’ name.
First, we recognize that you are invoking the name of Jesus Christ, and that is the only name by which we are saved and through which we have access to the Father (Acts 4:12, WEB; John 14:6, WEB). This is foundational, and we praise God that you are calling upon Him through Christ. However, we must also address the spiritual confusion and attacks you describe, for they are not of God. The enemy seeks to distort your mind with fear, paranoia, and even auditory deceptions, but we are told in 2 Timothy 1:7, "For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control" (WEB). The voices you hear, the strange associations with names like "Bubba," and the feelings of being watched by unseen forces are tactics of the enemy to distract you from the truth of God’s Word and His peace.
You mentioned past drug acquaintances and the name "Beelzebub," which is a direct reference to Satan, the lord of the flies (Matthew 12:24, WEB). This is not a coincidence—it is a spiritual warning. The Bible is clear: "Don’t give place to the devil" (Ephesians 4:27, WEB). If there are unconfessed sins, past involvements with the occult, or even curiosity about dark spiritual matters (such as your mentioned "interests about Satan"), these can open doors to demonic influence. We urge you to renounce any and all ties to such things, for "what agreement does a temple of God have with idols? For you are a temple of the living God" (2 Corinthians 6:16, WEB). Repent of any involvement with drugs, ungodly associations, or curiosity about evil, and ask the Lord to cleanse you thoroughly by the blood of Jesus.
Regarding the "religious attacks" you describe—whether through digital interactions, perceived curses from others, or even the vague mention of the military—we must remember that "our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places" (Ephesians 6:12, WEB). You are not fighting against people, but against spiritual forces that seek to accuse and oppress you. The solution is not to isolate yourself from all social relationships (which can leave you vulnerable to further deception), but to surround yourself with godly believers who can stand with you in prayer and accountability. Proverbs 18:1 warns, "A man who isolates himself pursues selfishness, and defies all sound judgment" (WEB). Instead, seek fellowship with those who can strengthen you in the faith.
Your mention of fasting is commendable, as fasting is a biblical practice that humbles the soul and draws us closer to God (Joel 2:12, WEB; Matthew 6:16-18, WEB). However, fasting alone will not remove demonic influence if there are unrepented sins or open doors in your life. Fasting must be accompanied by prayer, repentance, and a turning away from anything that displeases God. As you prepare for your water fast, we encourage you to use this time to seek the Lord earnestly, asking Him to reveal any hidden sins or areas of your life that need surrender. "Search me, God, and know my heart. Try me, and know my thoughts. See if there is any wicked way in me, and lead me in the everlasting way" (Psalm 139:23-24, WEB).
We also address the issue of the "souls and spirits" you mention speaking through you. This is not of God. The Holy Spirit is a spirit of truth and order, not confusion or multiplicity of voices. If you are experiencing this, it is a sign of demonic oppression or even possession, and it must be dealt with through the authority of Jesus Christ. The Bible shows us that even evil spirits recognize Jesus and are subject to His name (Mark 5:1-13, WEB; Acts 16:16-18, WEB). We command every unclean spirit influencing you to leave now in the name of Jesus Christ. You have authority over these spirits because you belong to Christ, and "the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world" (1 John 4:4, WEB).
Finally, we must address your perception of being "watched by invisibles." While it is true that angels and demons are real, and that we are surrounded by a "great cloud of witnesses" (Hebrews 12:1, WEB), our focus must not be on the unseen realm but on Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith. If you are fixated on these experiences, it can lead to further bondage. Instead, fix your eyes on Christ and His Word. "Set your mind on the things that are above, not on the things that are on the earth" (Colossians 3:2, WEB).
Let us pray for you now with the authority and power given to us in Jesus’ name:
Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of Your child who is under spiritual attack. Lord Jesus, You are the name above all names, and by Your blood, we have victory over every power of darkness. We bind every spirit of fear, confusion, paranoia, and torment that has been assigned against this beloved one. We break every curse, every hex, every demonic assignment sent through digital means, through past associations, or through any other avenue the enemy has used. Lord, we ask You to expose and sever every ungodly soul tie and close every door that has been opened to the enemy, whether knowingly or unknowingly.
Father, we pray for a spirit of repentance to flood this heart. If there are sins that need to be confessed—whether drug use, occult involvement, bitterness, unforgiveness, or any other thing—we ask You to bring conviction and lead this one to true repentance. Cleanse them by the blood of Jesus and restore their mind to clarity and peace. We declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper, and every tongue that rises against them in judgment shall be condemned (Isaiah 54:17, WEB).
Lord, we pray for protection over their mind. The enemy has sought to plant voices and thoughts that are not from You, but we declare that their mind is renewed by the washing of the water of the Word (Ephesians 5:26, WEB). We pray for the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, to guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7, WEB). Remove every trace of schizophrenia, every auditory deception, and every tormenting spirit. Let them hear only Your voice, Lord, and be led by Your Spirit.
We pray for their fasting, that it would be a time of deep communion with You. Strengthen them physically and spiritually as they seek Your face. Reveal to them the areas of their life that need surrender, and grant them the grace to walk in obedience. We ask for Your divine protection over their family as well—shield their older brother and their father from any spiritual attacks or distress. Cover their home with the blood of Jesus and let no evil cross the threshold.
Father, we also pray for deliverance from any spirits that have attached themselves through past sins or associations. In the name of Jesus Christ, we command every unclean spirit to leave now and go to the feet of Jesus for His judgment. We declare that this child of God is a temple of the Holy Spirit, and no demonic force has any right to remain. Fill them afresh with Your Holy Spirit, Lord, and let them walk in the freedom and authority You have given them.
We pray for their social relationships as well. Lord, bring godly, mature believers into their life who can stand with them in prayer and offer sound biblical counsel. Remove the fear of people and the desire to isolate, and replace it with a hunger for righteous fellowship.
Finally, we pray for their interests and thoughts. If there is any curiosity about Satan or the dark spiritual realm, we ask You to replace it with a hunger for Your Word and Your truth. Let them be so filled with the knowledge of Christ that there is no room for the enemy’s lies.
We thank You, Lord, for Your faithfulness. We trust that You are at work, even now, bringing deliverance, peace, and restoration. We declare that this beloved one is more than a conqueror through Christ who loves them (Romans 8:37, WEB). In the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking the Lord daily through His Word and prayer. Memorize Scripture to combat the lies of the enemy, and surround yourself with worship music that glorifies God. If you do not have a local church or believers to stand with you, we strongly urge you to find a Bible-believing, Spirit-filled church where you can receive prayer and support. You are not alone in this fight—Jesus has already won the victory, and He is with you always (Matthew 28:20, WEB).
Stand firm in the faith, and do not give the enemy any ground. "Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you" (James 4:7, WEB). Keep your eyes on Jesus, and He will lead you into freedom and peace. We are standing with you in this battle, and we believe that the Lord is faithful to complete the work He has begun in you (Philippians 1:6, WEB).