Jesus Christ, help me. Jesus, please destroy the terrible effect of talking to myself in mirror while affected by drugs, and then others emulating my previous behaviors without ever witnessing what I did. Jesus, please help me with these other problems as well. Hearing my grandma say, "You're rubbish, boy," as she talks to herself or speaks to herself near my hearing. LORD, I genuinely wish for my grandma ### to die, and be removed from my life as soon as possible. This might be a consequence of reuttering thematics and words from art, music, and porn to others. This problem may be from a person of dark skin hearing the word racial slur ### from me, and God's favoritism of that person for joining the military. The consequence of working, and then going home to play games and watch porn, instead of having academic study is reuttering media watched in privacy. I may have uttered the word "boy" and the world was offended because it was from a porn title called "boy cunt trainer". The other problem is using the wrong word for stopping someone in a game, such as the word "bullying". Other problems are possible punishments from online gaming, such as joining a clan group only to acquire a free weapon, and then leaving after the weapon was acquired. Jesus, please destroy the spirit or soul that is informing other people of my life. This might be a vengeance from someone with muscles whom I had taken a picture of, did not mention their name, and sent the photo to a different group of people. These are critical errors that I am punished for. I am punished for nearly all actions and inactions. My wish and hope is for others to suffer this same way without ever acquiring salvation from Jesus. I hope others have a multitude of flaws and imperfections in their actions and inactions unhealable. Jesus, please heal people from vexation curses for online gaming. Jesus, please save me from a stranger cleaning my room, and then throwing away things that were mine. Jesus, please heal people from wisdom teeth removal. Thanks, Jesus, for providence, peace, and progress in Jesus' name, Amen.