ehl
Account Closed
Dear God I asked you for a baby, a little family of my own. 47 years old, I lived my life as close as I could to your word. I am a sinner but I tried and gave all with a true and honest heart. I lost everything. I thought just maybe God would grant me 1 favour.
Today yet another blow. Another NO your are not good enough, I never was and never will be. I can't carry on like this. I do not understand. Yes I know I am not supposed to understand just to have faith.
We have to Thank God for everything. Good and bad
Thank you God - for heartache, pain, a destroyed soul.
I never was good enough for people on earth what made me think God would accept a poor and common fool like me??? I give up....I absolutely give up...
Today yet another blow. Another NO your are not good enough, I never was and never will be. I can't carry on like this. I do not understand. Yes I know I am not supposed to understand just to have faith.
We have to Thank God for everything. Good and bad
Thank you God - for heartache, pain, a destroyed soul.
I never was good enough for people on earth what made me think God would accept a poor and common fool like me??? I give up....I absolutely give up...
