Tulgligh
Disciple of Prayer
Thank you Lord for hearing my prayer. Thank you for prayer request for allowing me the time and the space to some clarity and healing in my life during a turbulent time. Recently I found out that I have a lifelong person in my life that really has some deep and hidden feelings for me. It's difficult to come to the realization that this person has been deciding me my entire life and has some dark, deep-rooted feelings towards me. I was confronted by this reality recently and didn't know what to do or say. Since then I have tried to get to a better place. I don't know why but I don't feel so good in myself and this could be because of incidents that have happened in the last and recently. I feel let down and abandoned. I feel vulnerable and alone at times, as though each day is the same, day again and again, and yet not. I don't know why I had been going back over my life why this person has to put so much trauma and pressure on me. I don't know why I didn't see it before but I feel very sad and I know how manipulative they are so I don't know what to do or say. Each day I am in negative spending and I don't know how we will get to the next month. I have two good friends but just one friend close by where I live. I am tied and I don't know about much.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.