MWaters
Disciple of Prayer
Thank you for your web site. I am grateful for the opportunity to share my heavy heart with you. Thank you in advance for your prayers!
In the past two+ years I have lost my mother, my father is slipping deeper into Alzheimer’s (we believe he is in stage six of seven), my fiancé left me for another woman (leaving my and my pets eventually homeless), and I lost my job in May.
Despite all of these things, my mother was buried here in the DC area so I am able to visit her often (she lived/died in the Midwest). My father was in Chicago but now lives just 20 miles from me so I am able to see him frequently. My fiancé and I were together for 13 years. He left in the middle of the night last October to be w someone he met on the Internet who lives in South America.
Despite his treachery, my animals and I were able to stay in the home we shared with him for eight months rent-free before we were forced out so he could sell it. We are now living rent free, staying with my best friend and his elderly mother, and although I have not worked in more than seven months, I am doing fine financially and never go hungry. My friend's mother also tolerates my cat even though she does not like them. (My other two cats had to be put down last December 23 because they were ill. They were able to go together. Angel was 21 and Keko was 18.5. I loved them like they were my own children.)
The job I lost I really disliked, it was a wicked place, so I am happy not being there any longer. God has also brought a wonderful and supportive man into my life that has stuck by me through all of these things as well. I know God knows what He is doing.
Today I find myself asking God to provide some direction and resolution in my life. Since last August (2012) when my ex announced he was cheating on me, my life has been a whirlwind with lots of twists and turns. I feel directionless. I have all that I need and I know it. God always provides. I have always said He has stuck with me this long; I have no reason to think He will abandon me now.
What I am asking is that God help me maintain and expand my grateful heart, and that He provide me with an excellent paying job in the communications field in a for profit company that will allow me to purchase a fantastic home for me and my pet. I ask that the job materialize soon (within the next month ideally) so I can remain fiscally sound. I ask that He bless everyone who has supported me throughout this episode in my life and that He provide me with a clear direction of what He wants me to do next.
I also ask that He help me to make good choices and to help me parlay this deep burden for homeless animals I have on my heart into something that will have a profound impact on their little lives.
I also ask that He help me with my battle to lose weight and to help me to be an asset to my father and everyone in my life.
Thank you in advance again for your wonderful prayers. God bless you all! Monika
In the past two+ years I have lost my mother, my father is slipping deeper into Alzheimer’s (we believe he is in stage six of seven), my fiancé left me for another woman (leaving my and my pets eventually homeless), and I lost my job in May.
Despite all of these things, my mother was buried here in the DC area so I am able to visit her often (she lived/died in the Midwest). My father was in Chicago but now lives just 20 miles from me so I am able to see him frequently. My fiancé and I were together for 13 years. He left in the middle of the night last October to be w someone he met on the Internet who lives in South America.
Despite his treachery, my animals and I were able to stay in the home we shared with him for eight months rent-free before we were forced out so he could sell it. We are now living rent free, staying with my best friend and his elderly mother, and although I have not worked in more than seven months, I am doing fine financially and never go hungry. My friend's mother also tolerates my cat even though she does not like them. (My other two cats had to be put down last December 23 because they were ill. They were able to go together. Angel was 21 and Keko was 18.5. I loved them like they were my own children.)
The job I lost I really disliked, it was a wicked place, so I am happy not being there any longer. God has also brought a wonderful and supportive man into my life that has stuck by me through all of these things as well. I know God knows what He is doing.
Today I find myself asking God to provide some direction and resolution in my life. Since last August (2012) when my ex announced he was cheating on me, my life has been a whirlwind with lots of twists and turns. I feel directionless. I have all that I need and I know it. God always provides. I have always said He has stuck with me this long; I have no reason to think He will abandon me now.
What I am asking is that God help me maintain and expand my grateful heart, and that He provide me with an excellent paying job in the communications field in a for profit company that will allow me to purchase a fantastic home for me and my pet. I ask that the job materialize soon (within the next month ideally) so I can remain fiscally sound. I ask that He bless everyone who has supported me throughout this episode in my life and that He provide me with a clear direction of what He wants me to do next.
I also ask that He help me to make good choices and to help me parlay this deep burden for homeless animals I have on my heart into something that will have a profound impact on their little lives.
I also ask that He help me with my battle to lose weight and to help me to be an asset to my father and everyone in my life.
Thank you in advance again for your wonderful prayers. God bless you all! Monika
