sabitha
Servant of All
my problems are increasing day by day i still have to get tyres for my truck i have to pay money rs 15000 to parasmull on saturday if he is to keep from sending me a notice at the moment i have rs 3400 only with me i need rs 30000 to give to jeyaraj i have to pay i am willing to do any thing to get out of debt i am really desperate i have decided to stop borrowing and i have stopped borrowing for the last week somehow all my needs have been met jeyaraj is still afte my life for the money somehow i have dragged him till today iam scared to face tomorrow i wish god will take my life right now so that i dont have to face jeyaraj tomorrow he has used such dirty and bad language against me that i just do not feel like seeing his face again i dont know why i ever borrowed money from him i know that the lord will forgive this sin of mine i know that god is going to do what is good for me i know that he will provide me with the money to pay all my debts tomorrow and in the days to come it is said that if you have faith like a mustard seed and say to the mountain move it will move i ahve total faith in the lord i know for sure that he will only do what is good for me and i thank him advance for what he is going to do for me right now i expect the miracle this minute or take my life i leave the decision of miracle or life in gods hands amen