Justbecause5
Humble Prayer Warrior
There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
I believe in Jesus. I believe in prayer. I believe there is power in prayer. It’s the reason I keep coming back here to humbly request your prayers. Thank you for praying for me!
My wife left me in 2022. It was very painful for her to say to me, “I don’t love you”.
In our country, 80% of divorces are initiated by women. 90% if the woman has a college degree.
We should all pray that this nation will take marriage more seriously than it does. Please, everyone add that to your prayer life.
Let us all pray for the fathers, so many of them that have been debilitated by divorce courts by painful, often unfair, judicial decisions. Let us pray!
My wife left me. I did not leave her.
I still love her very much despite the things she has done to me. She has stabbed me in the back and hurt me deeply.
I bet I have prayed 100,000+ times (Luke 18:1ff), pleading with God for reconciliation.
So far, God has done nothing that I can see. Though, I trust that things have been done.
God has brought me back to ###. I had moved from ### to ### to start my new job and to set up our new home.
I had my sons with me. My wife and daughter were going overseas to visit family. My wife went to court and made it seem like I stole the boys. Since since, I was not there the judge ruled in her favor. I was 5k miles away.
So, my wife and a sister in Christ left ### and flew to ### and took my boys out of their classroom while I was teaching 15 yards away. I had intentionally chosen that school because of the close proximity to my boys.
I have not seen my children since.
Finally, in August 2024, God answered my prayer and took me back to ###. He gave me a job teaching school and coaching basketball.
I moved to ### with no house and no car. I was walking by faith and not by sight (2 Cor 5:7). I ended up living in a shelter for 4.5 months and in the back of my van for 28 nights.
The last year has been incredibly tough.
- Deep sadness and depression
- Loneliness
- I lost two jobs
- A job given to me, was given to another
- I almost died on 12/29 in -23 F
I could write a book about last year.
I am in such a situation that you would think that family members would be checking on me and saying, how are you doing? However, no one ever does.
I’ve been unemployed since June 16, but not one person from my family has asked me if I need any help or has sent me any money at all. My sister makes over ### as a ### and she could easily send money to me even for my birthday but nothing.
It’s so painful to me because if I had a brother sister and a summer situation, I’ll be checking on them from time to time and helping them financially speaking..
In the midst of my trials…
God has made provision for me and I’m so thankful to God. I am currently doing DoorDash, and it has blessed me tremendously. Without it, I do not know what I would do.
Dear friends in prayer warriors….
I asked you to pray for the following:
Marital reconciliation
- My wife has been horrible things to me, but I stand prepared to love her, like Christ of the church and forgive her.
Family reconciliation
- I miss my family deeply. I have missed so much of their young lives. It kills me to think of all the things that I’ve missed. I’ve always been a father that truly loved his kids.
A place to live
- on November 1, I will be homeless. I’ve been trying so hard to find a place to live. I’m confident that God will provide a place. Temperatures will soon be in the -30 to -40. I cannot live in the back of my van.
A Job
- I’m so thankful to God for DoorDash and the gig economy, but a regular more consistent job. I need a job that has benefits and sick days and a regular paycheck.
I have served God most of my adult life. I love God with all my heart. I’m so thankful for the sacrificial death of Jesus Christ, our Lord.
I am not a perfect man, but I have tried to live my life in such a way that brings glory honor to God. Every day, I wish I was perfect, but I know I never will be.
I read the psalms every month and sometimes more than once per month. I read the psalms the other day on my birthday; it’s the second time I’ve done that. I love the psalms.
I am 1000% confident that God is fully aware of my situation. I so wish he would pick me up and take me out of it. Or push a reset button on my life and let me start over. I’m so exhausted. I miss my wife insurance so badly.
God you spoke the world into existence
God you said let there be light
God you sent the big fish to get Jonah
God you raise the sun
God you sent your son
Please God help me. If not, God, please take me. Please send Elijah’s chariot to get me. I am so ready to go be with you.
I believe in Jesus. I believe in prayer. I believe there is power in prayer. It’s the reason I keep coming back here to humbly request your prayers. Thank you for praying for me!
My wife left me in 2022. It was very painful for her to say to me, “I don’t love you”.
In our country, 80% of divorces are initiated by women. 90% if the woman has a college degree.
We should all pray that this nation will take marriage more seriously than it does. Please, everyone add that to your prayer life.
Let us all pray for the fathers, so many of them that have been debilitated by divorce courts by painful, often unfair, judicial decisions. Let us pray!
My wife left me. I did not leave her.
I still love her very much despite the things she has done to me. She has stabbed me in the back and hurt me deeply.
I bet I have prayed 100,000+ times (Luke 18:1ff), pleading with God for reconciliation.
So far, God has done nothing that I can see. Though, I trust that things have been done.
God has brought me back to ###. I had moved from ### to ### to start my new job and to set up our new home.
I had my sons with me. My wife and daughter were going overseas to visit family. My wife went to court and made it seem like I stole the boys. Since since, I was not there the judge ruled in her favor. I was 5k miles away.
So, my wife and a sister in Christ left ### and flew to ### and took my boys out of their classroom while I was teaching 15 yards away. I had intentionally chosen that school because of the close proximity to my boys.
I have not seen my children since.
Finally, in August 2024, God answered my prayer and took me back to ###. He gave me a job teaching school and coaching basketball.
I moved to ### with no house and no car. I was walking by faith and not by sight (2 Cor 5:7). I ended up living in a shelter for 4.5 months and in the back of my van for 28 nights.
The last year has been incredibly tough.
- Deep sadness and depression
- Loneliness
- I lost two jobs
- A job given to me, was given to another
- I almost died on 12/29 in -23 F
I could write a book about last year.
I am in such a situation that you would think that family members would be checking on me and saying, how are you doing? However, no one ever does.
I’ve been unemployed since June 16, but not one person from my family has asked me if I need any help or has sent me any money at all. My sister makes over ### as a ### and she could easily send money to me even for my birthday but nothing.
It’s so painful to me because if I had a brother sister and a summer situation, I’ll be checking on them from time to time and helping them financially speaking..
In the midst of my trials…
God has made provision for me and I’m so thankful to God. I am currently doing DoorDash, and it has blessed me tremendously. Without it, I do not know what I would do.
Dear friends in prayer warriors….
I asked you to pray for the following:
Marital reconciliation
- My wife has been horrible things to me, but I stand prepared to love her, like Christ of the church and forgive her.
Family reconciliation
- I miss my family deeply. I have missed so much of their young lives. It kills me to think of all the things that I’ve missed. I’ve always been a father that truly loved his kids.
A place to live
- on November 1, I will be homeless. I’ve been trying so hard to find a place to live. I’m confident that God will provide a place. Temperatures will soon be in the -30 to -40. I cannot live in the back of my van.
A Job
- I’m so thankful to God for DoorDash and the gig economy, but a regular more consistent job. I need a job that has benefits and sick days and a regular paycheck.
I have served God most of my adult life. I love God with all my heart. I’m so thankful for the sacrificial death of Jesus Christ, our Lord.
I am not a perfect man, but I have tried to live my life in such a way that brings glory honor to God. Every day, I wish I was perfect, but I know I never will be.
I read the psalms every month and sometimes more than once per month. I read the psalms the other day on my birthday; it’s the second time I’ve done that. I love the psalms.
I am 1000% confident that God is fully aware of my situation. I so wish he would pick me up and take me out of it. Or push a reset button on my life and let me start over. I’m so exhausted. I miss my wife insurance so badly.
God you spoke the world into existence
God you said let there be light
God you sent the big fish to get Jonah
God you raise the sun
God you sent your son
Please God help me. If not, God, please take me. Please send Elijah’s chariot to get me. I am so ready to go be with you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.