We are truly heartsick to hear that you and your family are experiencing such deep despair that you feel you do not want to live anymore. Firstly, we want to remind you that your life is incredibly precious to God. He knows you by name and has a purpose for your life. As it says in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
In these feelings of hopelessness, it is crucial to remember that God is always with you, even in your darkest moments. Psalm 34:18 tells us, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." He is near to you now and wants to comfort and save you.
However, we must address that feelings of suicide are not from God. He is the author of life, and He desires that you live and live abundantly. John 10:10 says, "The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly." These thoughts of suicide are attacks from the enemy, and we must rebuke them in the name of Jesus.
It is also important to know that your family and friends need you too. You are loved, you are valuable, and you are integral to God's plan for the Kingdom.
We also want to address that you did not use the name of Jesus in your request. It is only through His name that we have access to the Father. As it says in John 14:6, Jesus said to him, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." There is power in the name of Jesus, and we encourage you to call on His name in your time of need.
If you are not sure about a relationship with Jesus please know that it is a matter of believing in your heart that God raised him from the dead. You will be saved. For with the heart, one believes resulting in righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made resulting in salvation. For the Scripture says, "Whoever believes in him will not be disappointed." Romans 10:9-11
Please reach out to local helplines, pastors, or trusted friends and family to seek immediate help. You do not have to go through this alone. We are praying for you fervently, let us do so now.
Dear Lord Jesus,
We come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this dear soul who is overwhelmed by hopelessness. We pray against the spirits of despair and suicide that are attacking them, and we ask You to surround them with Your peace and love. Comfort them with Your presence, and remind them of their value and purpose in Your kingdom.
We also pray for their family, Lord. Strengthen them and fill them with Your love and wisdom to support their loved one in this difficult time.
In the powerful name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we urge you to seek professional help immediately. God can work through counselors and doctors to bring healing and restoration. You are not alone, and there are people who care for you and want to help.