Struggles

[Gideon_Narayanan]

Please pray for the below continuously with God in the name of Jesus! Amen!

Will send Praise Reports, once the requests are fulfilled / succeeded / answered good / completed / satisfactory.

I fully surrendered to God. Previously I have 100% faith with God and now it is reduced and continuously reducing due to the requests are not yet answered good or fulfilled or succeeded.

But unfortunately, I have been forced to inform the below due to lack of Justice from God. Injustice is given to me and our family by God to suffer because of our Honesty. Honesty is not the best policy to live in Christianity that I have learned for the past ten months. I was 100% faith with God that He can do anything for me/us and He will fight with the enemies, Liar, Cheater, Fraud. But God will not fight upto the death of Cheater, Fraud, Liar's but judgment will be given to them after their death!!!

(1) We have paid a very huge lumsum amount to a person for House Lease. More than 11 months have been passed, the wicked person & his wife have not yet returned the full amount with Bank Interest to us. We are praying to our God through the name of Jesus that the wicked person and his wife return the full amount with Bank Interest to us without any loss. We have taken Gold Loan for this Lease House and the interest is already increased and increasing day by day and which is a huge amount to be paid by us and it is very very difficult to repay the Gold Loan amount and interest to Banks.

The wicked person and his wife (both) are telling Lies and to hide one Lie, they are telling many more Lies. They are telling more lies to cover up a lie. We have met many times personally with the wicked person and his wife and explained over phone also our critical, problematic situation we are facing. Even though both the wicked person and his wife are telling more and more lies and purposely cheating us, they are not ready to return the full amount to us according to our critical situations.

If physical punishment is not able to give to the wicked, liar, cheater, fraud and his wife, then material punishment may be give to them. In case this is not able to give to the wicked, liar, cheater, fraud, then earthly consequences like sleepless night, mental disturbance, Loss of Peace, financial loss, family problems, Anxiety, Physical strain, sickness, Blockage in Success, Blessing Blockage, Inner emptyness etc., to be given by God to the wicked, liar, cheater, fraud and his wife enable them to repay our full amount with bank interest and after repent and turn to God. Without this earthly punishment, the wicked, Liar, cheater, fraud couples never ever repent and turn to God, since more than 10 months have been passed and the wicked couples not have the God Fear and they know very well that God will not do any kind of punishment for their sin. Moreover, they know very well that God will wait till their death for repent and turn to God. Also the wicked couples know very well that God will wait upto their death to forgive them until their earthly life time to repentance, that is upto their death. If not repent and turn to God, then not punishment will be given, but judgment will be given by God to them.

Due to that we are facing a lot of consequences and problems in and around us and within our family. Due to Injustice we are facing a lot of problems in the family itself. Misunderstanding of each other within our family. Financial burden. Sleepless, mental tension, restless, unwanted thinking, wrong thinking, deciding bad decisions, etc.

We are very much upset with the wicked person who has received our money (Amount) and not yet returned our full amount to us. Why is God slow in acting? Due delay in Justice by God, we are losing hope, faith with God.

We have enquired about the wicked person and his wife in around that area and everybody has confirmed that he & his wife are Number one fraud, cheater and cheated many persons like us and also cheated local government department also. Hence, they have shifted far away from their own house and nobody knows their address. Whatever he speaks everything is Lies only. With this property (House) both are cheating many persons to give their house for lease till now.

No Justice to me. Injustice!!! This matter should be very very serious which should be solved immediately or urgently. Paying interest to Bank is huge. Hence, My hope with God ends today. My faith with God also decreased to Zero.

Without punishment how will human realize their wickedness, cheating, Lies, fraud? Also how will the wicked person/s realize their wrongdoing and which is correct to do?. On what ground or on what basis will the wicked person and his wife fear with God? or How will they have fear of God? The wicked person/s have more opportunities or more provisions to do such kind of activities like cheating many more, fraud, more lies with false commitments then cheating, etc... without punishment in the earth upto their death.

“Why should I be honest if the wicked are never punished?” - But not only myself but also my family is punished by many ways like financially, mentally, physically. We are suffering because of our honesty. No repentance, no turn to God, which is human nature without a severe punishment to the wicked person and his wife on earth. After death only final judgement, which is of no use to anybody. Or otherwise at the time of going to death i.e. after the life age is over, then only he will be punished and that is also of no use to anybody. Till that period he will again and again cheat many persons and spoil their lives. Also the honest persons' family will be destroyed against this wicked person and his wife.

God's Time is Perfect, but God's Time will be after 1000 years and that means after death only Justice!!! That means the wicked, fraud, and cheater will get Judgment after their death.

Then how can anybody put faith with God?. On what basis will human have put faith with God?. Without any good things happening, on what basis can anybody put faith with God?.

No Hope with our God. No Faith with our God.

The wicked person/s are not believing that God is there thats way they are doing cheating, fraud & forgery, theft, since God is Nowhere and they cannot get any kind of punishment will be in the earth. It is sure that without a severe punishment God to the wicked person and his wife WILL NOT REPENT AND TURN TO OUR GOD, since the both the wicked person and his wife is under control of Satan.

The Satan already stealing our peace, our faith, and even our hope in God’s goodness via this wicked person and his wife by the way of cheating, Lies, fraud, theft. Why has God not fought with the Wicked person/s and given punishment to both of them to enable their Satan (who is activating within the wicked person and his wife's heart) and the Satan's plan be destroyed by giving big punishment to the wicked by God.

(a) Physical Punishment - to be severe to the wicked person and his wife which is lifelong (up to death) suffering.
(b) Physical Punishment - if the wicked person & his wife are working, then his job should be lost and never should he get any job up to death.
(c) Physical Punishment - the wicked person & his wife's tongue should be decayed or cut-off, then only they cannot be able to tell lies, cheat.
(d) Physical Punishment - the wicked person & his wife's both hands to be cut-down or paralyzed or never should it be useful up to death. They have counted the money with these hands.
(e) Physical Punishment - the wicked person & his wife's son and daughter's education should be spoiled, because they are using the cheating money for their education.
(f) Material Punishment - the wicked person & his wife's own house should fall down in the ground/earth and be fully destroyed/demolished.
(g) Material Punishment - if the wicked person & his wife are doing/running a business, then heavy financial loss should occur.

God has to do the above, then only the wicked person and his wife will realize their mistakes, lies, cheating, fraud are sins and they will repent and turn to God.

(2) Members of our family have to get permanent jobs in government or public sector as per their educational qualifications. Till getting permanent jobs, God has to provide temporary jobs in Govt./PSU for another member.

(3) Marriage - For Family member: God has to show or give the identity of a better bridegroom who will be a doctor with better earnings or an engineer who is working in Govt./PSU with better earnings and with GOOD HABITS and no bad habits according to the Bible and marriage should occur at the earliest according to our God's time & will.

(4) My family member has attended a very important state government recruitment examination. Please pray that he gets this job position to enable him to glorify our God and explain regarding our God to the patients.

(5) We have to provide employment opportunities to educated & non-educated persons.

(6) We have to provide education to poor persons.

Why God not fight with the Wicked person/s and given punishment to both of them to enable the Satan and his plan be destroyed?

Also, no prayer requests are fulfilled (2 TO 6 also). Nothing is answered well. When will human keep faith? If any supernatural things happen or any promises given by anybody and which are to be fulfilled or done. But in my case nothing is fulfilled/solved/completed/success. In that case how can I believe God? On what ground do I have to put faith in God? Up to what time do I have to keep faith with God? How can you determine God's Time? How can you say God's Time is perfect? On what ground is God's Time Perfect? When will God's Time come?

You say God is the Judge!!! God will do the Justice!!! Also Provider!!! God is Powerful!!! If this is right, then why is our amount not arranged by God by the Liar, Cheater to us? Or returned the full amount without any loss to us by the wicked person/s? If God is maintaining Justice, then why should I seek through Legally? Why should I go to Court? Why should I believe or put faith in Human? That means you want to convey to me that God is now Powerless, Not Judge, in His Kingdom Injustice. God is Merciless!!! God is Graceless!! God cannot do anything on Earth? Judgement will be after the death of the wicked persons!!! God is not faithful!!!

I was keeping faith till now. But unfortunately, I have been forced to inform the above due to lack of Justice from God. Injustice is given to me and our family by God to suffer because of our Honesty. Honesty is not the best policy to live in Christianity that I have learned for the past ten months. I was 100% faith with God that He can do anything for me and He will fight with the enemies, Liar, Cheater, Fraud. But God will not fight upto the death of Cheater, Fraud, Liar's but final judgment will be give after their death!!!

Without money can any Human Live on Earth? To see God also Money is very very important!!!! Without money God will not entertain to see Him!!!! If any Christian loses their money by the way of cheating by others, will they pray for the wicked person's repentance or get back the amount? As you said that Christians should not pray for their money and pray for the wicked person to repent and turn to God!!! If in that case the Honest will take the decision to suicide, since without money the Honest cannot be able to survive or live on earth. God will punish only the Honest people only. Honest will get punishment from God through physical punishment and material punishment (i.e., loss of money) and due to that late judgement, we are suffering and suffering. The wicked person is enjoying with others' money and doing wicked activities till his death without earthly punishment by Government and by God. People will turn to do the wicked things in the future, since there will not be any punishment by God but small and imperfect punishment by government.

 

[Articles]

We hear the deep anguish in your heart, the weight of injustice pressing upon you, and the erosion of faith that comes when suffering seems unanswered. You have carried this burden for many months, watching as deceit goes unchecked and financial strain tightens its grip. Your words reveal a crisis not just of circumstance, but of trust—trust in God’s justice, His timing, and His care for the honest. We stand with you in this pain, and we bring it before the throne of grace, for it is there that mercy meets our deepest wounds.

First, we must address the foundation of your struggle: your faith is not failing because God has abandoned you, but because the enemy has sown seeds of doubt in the soil of delay. The thief comes only to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), and he has used this situation to whisper lies—that God is powerless, that honesty is foolish, that justice will never come. But we declare with the authority of Scripture that these are lies from the pit of hell. The Lord is a God of justice, and He *will* arise to defend the oppressed (Psalm 12:5). His delay is not denial; it is preparation. The wicked may flourish like a green tree for a season, but their end is certain (Psalm 37:35-36). Do not mistake God’s patience for indifference. He is storing up wrath for the day of wrath, when His righteous judgment will be revealed (Romans 2:5).

You ask why God does not strike down the wicked now, why He allows them to prosper while you suffer. The answer is twofold: First, the Lord desires that *all* should come to repentance (2 Peter 3:9). His patience is an invitation—not just for the wicked to turn, but for *you* to trust Him in the waiting. Second, the testing of your faith produces endurance, and endurance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, lacking nothing (James 1:3-4). This trial is not to break you, but to refine you. The fire does not consume the gold; it purifies it.

Yet we must rebuke the bitterness that has taken root in your heart. You say, *"Honesty is not the best policy to live in Christianity,"* and *"God is merciless, graceless, powerless."* These are dangerous words, beloved. They echo the accusations of the accuser, not the truth of Scripture. God *is* just (Deuteronomy 32:4), and He *does* repay those who hate Him to their face (Deuteronomy 7:10). But His justice is not always swift by our standards, because His ways are higher than ours (Isaiah 55:8-9). To demand immediate punishment is to usurp God’s role as Judge. Vengeance belongs to Him; He will repay (Romans 12:19). Our role is to trust, to pray, and to leave room for His wrath.

You have listed specific punishments you desire for the wicked—physical afflictions, financial ruin, the suffering of their children. While we understand the rage behind these words, we must warn you: this is not the heart of Christ. Jesus taught us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us (Matthew 5:44). Does this mean we ignore injustice? No. But it means we do not rejoice in the destruction of others, even those who have harmed us. The Lord disciplines those He loves (Hebrews 12:6), but His discipline is meant to lead to repentance, not to satisfy our thirst for revenge. We pray for their conviction, not their annihilation.

Now, let us address the financial burden you carry. You are right that money is necessary for survival, and the enemy has used this need to tempt you toward despair. But we must correct a dangerous assumption in your words: *"Without money, God will not entertain to see Him."* This is a lie. Jesus said, *"Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven"* (Matthew 5:3). The widow’s mite was more precious to God than the rich man’s abundance (Mark 12:41-44). Money is a tool, not a god. Do not let the loss of it shake your faith in the One who owns the cattle on a thousand hills (Psalm 50:10). We do not serve a God who withholds good from those who walk uprightly (Psalm 84:11). But we must also examine our hearts: Are we seeking first His kingdom, or are we seeking first our own relief? The Lord may provide through unexpected means—through legal channels, through the generosity of others, or even through supernatural intervention. But we must not put our trust in the provision more than the Provider.

You also express frustration that none of your other prayer requests have been answered—jobs, marriage, employment opportunities. Beloved, God is not a vending machine where we insert prayers and receive instant results. He is a Father who knows what we need before we ask (Matthew 6:8). His "no" or "not yet" is not a rejection; it is a redirection. Perhaps the job you desire is not the one He has prepared for you. Perhaps the spouse you envision is not the one He has chosen. We must surrender our timelines to His perfect will. *"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope"* (Jeremiah 29:11). This promise is not a guarantee of immediate comfort, but of eternal purpose.

Now, let us pray for you, covering each of your requests with the blood of Jesus and the authority of His Word.

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, interceding for our brother who is wrestling with injustice, financial strain, and the erosion of faith. Lord, You see the deceit of the wicked couple who have withheld what is rightfully his. You know the sleepless nights, the mounting interest, the weight of this burden. We ask You, in the mighty name of Jesus, to intervene. Break the power of deception in their lives. Let conviction fall upon them like a heavy weight, so that they may repent and return what they owe. If they refuse, then let Your justice be swift and sure—not to satisfy our desire for revenge, but to vindicate Your name and restore what has been stolen.

Father, we rebuke the spirit of despair that has whispered lies to his heart. We declare that You are not slow in keeping Your promise, but patient, not wanting anyone to perish (2 Peter 3:9). We speak life over his faith: *"Faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen"* (Hebrews 11:1). Restore his hope, Lord. Let him see Your hand moving in ways he has not yet perceived.

For the financial strain, we ask for supernatural provision. Open doors that no man can shut (Revelation 3:8). Provide opportunities for employment, unexpected blessings, and favor with those who can help. We declare that the gold loan will be repaid, not by his own strength, but by Your abundance. *"And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus"* (Philippians 4:19).

For the family members seeking jobs, we pray for divine appointments. Let their applications rise to the top of the pile. Let interviewers see Your hand upon them. For the government recruitment exam, we ask for clarity of mind, recall of knowledge, and favor in the eyes of the examiners. May this job be a platform for Your glory, where Your love and truth can be shared with many.

For the marriage request, we pray for a godly spouse—a man after Your own heart, who will lead with integrity, love with sacrifice, and honor Your Word. Prepare the heart of this potential bridegroom. Let him be a man of prayer, a man of the Word, and a man who cherishes Your daughter as Christ cherishes the Church.

Father, we also lift up the requests for employment opportunities and education for the poor. Use this family as vessels of Your blessing. Open their eyes to see the needs around them and give them the resources to meet those needs. Let their hands be Your hands, their voices Your voice, in a world that desperately needs hope.

Lord, we ask for a fresh outpouring of Your Spirit upon our brother. Let him encounter Your presence in a tangible way. Remind him that You are near to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18). Let him taste and see that You are good, even in the waiting. Replace his doubt with trust, his bitterness with peace, and his despair with hope.

We declare that this trial will not destroy him, but will refine him. Let him emerge from this fire like gold, purified and shining for Your glory. And when this storm has passed, let him be a testimony to others of Your faithfulness, Your justice, and Your love.

In the precious name of Jesus, the Author and Perfecter of our faith, we pray. Amen.

Beloved, we urge you not to lose heart. The enemy wants you to abandon your faith, but the Lord is using this trial to deepen it. You are not forgotten. You are not forsaken. The same God who parted the Red Sea, who raised Lazarus from the dead, and who conquered the grave is fighting for you. His silence is not absence; it is the quiet before the breakthrough.

We encourage you to take these steps:
1. **Forgive the wicked.** This does not mean excusing their sin, but releasing them to God’s justice. Bitterness will only poison your own heart (Hebrews 12:15).
2. **Seek wise counsel.** If legal action is possible, pursue it with wisdom and integrity. The Lord can use earthly systems to bring about His justice.
3. **Guard your heart.** Spend time in the Word daily. Meditate on Psalm 37, which declares that the wicked will perish, but the meek will inherit the earth.
4. **Worship in the waiting.** Praise God not just for what He *will* do, but for who He *is*. Worship displaces despair.
5. **Serve others.** Even in your pain, look for ways to bless those around you. This shifts your focus from your suffering to God’s purposes.

You are not alone in this. We stand with you, and more importantly, the Lord stands with you. His promises are yes and amen (2 Corinthians 1:20). Hold fast to them. Your breakthrough is coming.

 

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Dear friend, we hear the anguish in your heart, the weight of injustice pressing upon you, and the erosion of faith that comes when suffering seems unanswered. You have carried this burden for many months, watching as deceit goes unchecked and financial strain tightens its grip. Your words reveal a crisis not just of circumstance, but of trust in God's justice, His timing, and His care for the honest. We stand with you in this pain, and we bring it before the throne of grace, for it is there that mercy meets our deepest wounds.

First, we must address the foundation of your struggle. Your faith is not failing because God has abandoned you, but because the enemy has sown seeds of doubt in the soil of delay. The thief comes only to steal, kill, and destroy, and he has used this situation to whisper lies that God is powerless, that honesty is foolish, and that justice will never come. But we declare with the authority of Scripture that these are lies from the pit of hell. The Lord is a God of justice, and He will arise to defend the oppressed. His delay is not denial; it is preparation. The wicked may flourish like a green tree for a season, but their end is certain. Do not mistake God's patience for indifference. He is storing up wrath for the day of wrath, when His righteous judgment will be revealed. You ask why God does not strike down the wicked now, why He allows them to prosper while you suffer. The answer is twofold: First, the Lord desires that all should come to repentance. His patience is an invitation not just for the wicked to turn, but for you to trust Him in the waiting. Second, the testing of your faith produces endurance, and endurance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, lacking nothing. This trial is not to break you, but to refine you. The fire does not consume the gold; it purifies it.

Yet we must rebuke the bitterness that has taken root in your heart. You say, "Honesty is not the best policy to live in Christianity," and "God is merciless, graceless, powerless." These are dangerous words, beloved. They echo the accusations of the accuser, not the truth of Scripture. God is just, and He does repay those who hate Him to their face. But His justice is not always swift by our standards, because His ways are higher than ours. To demand immediate punishment is to usurp God's role as Judge. Vengeance belongs to Him; He will repay. Our role is to trust, to pray, and to leave room for His wrath. You have listed specific punishments you desire for the wicked: physical afflictions, financial ruin, the suffering of their children. While we understand the rage behind these words, we must warn you: this is not the heart of Christ. Jesus taught us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us. Does this mean we ignore injustice? No. But it means we do not rejoice in the destruction of others, even those who have harmed us. The Lord disciplines those He loves, but His discipline is meant to lead to repentance, not to satisfy our thirst for revenge. We pray for their conviction, not their annihilation.

Now, let us address the financial burden you carry. You are right that money is necessary for survival, and the enemy has used this need to tempt you toward despair. But we must correct a dangerous assumption in your words: "Without money, God will not entertain to see Him." This is a lie. Jesus said, "Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven." The widow's mite was more precious to God than the rich man's abundance. Money is a tool, not a god. Do not let the loss of it shake your faith in the One who owns the cattle on a thousand hills. We do not serve a God who withholds good from those who walk uprightly. But we must also examine our hearts: are we seeking first His kingdom, or are we seeking first our own relief? The Lord may provide through unexpected means: through legal channels, through the generosity of others, or even through supernatural intervention. But we must not put our trust in the provision more than the Provider.

You also express frustration that none of your other prayer requests have been answered: jobs, marriage, employment opportunities. Beloved, God is not a vending machine where we insert prayers and receive instant results. He is a Father who knows what we need before we ask. His "no" or "not yet" is not a rejection; it is a redirection. Perhaps the job you desire is not the one He has prepared for you. Perhaps the spouse you envision is not the one He has chosen. We must surrender our timelines to His perfect will. "The plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. This promise is not a guarantee of immediate comfort, but of eternal purpose.

Now, let us pray for you, covering each of your requests with the blood of Jesus and the authority of His Word. Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, interceding for our brother who is wrestling with injustice, financial strain, and the erosion of faith. Lord, You see the deceit of the wicked couple who have withheld what is rightfully theirs. You know the sleepless nights, the mounting interest, the weight of this burden. We ask You, in the mighty name of Jesus, to intervene. Break the power of deception in their lives. Let conviction fall upon them like a heavy weight so that they may repent and return what they owe. If they refuse, then let Your justice be swift and sure. Not to satisfy our desire for revenge, but to vindicate Your name and restore what has been stolen.

Father, we rebuke the spirit of despair that has whispered lies to his heart. We declare that You are not slow in keeping Your promise, but patient, not wanting anyone to perish. We speak life over his faith, the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. Restore his hope, Lord. Let him see Your hand moving in ways he has not yet perceived. Provide opportunities for employment, unexpected blessings, and favor with those who can help. We declare that the gold loan will be repaid not by his own strength, but by Your abundance. And my God will supply every need of yours according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus.

For the family members seeking jobs, we pray for divine appointments. Let their applications rise to the top of the pile. Let interviewers see Your hand upon them. For the government recruitment exam, we ask for clarity of mind, recall of knowledge, and favor in the eyes of the examiners. May this job be a platform for Your glory, where Your love and truth can be shared with many.

For the marriage request, we pray for a godly spouse: a man after Your own heart who will lead with integrity, love with sacrifice, and honor Your Word. Prepare the heart of this potential bridegroom. Let him be a man of prayer, a man of the Word, and a man who cherishes Your daughter as Christ cherishes the Church.

Father, we also lift up the requests for employment opportunities and education for the poor. Use this family as vessels of Your blessing. Open their eyes to see the needs around them and give them the resources to meet those needs. Let their hands be Your hands, their voices Your voice in a world that desperately needs hope.

Lord, we ask for a fresh outpouring of Your Spirit upon our brother. Let him encounter Your presence in a tangible way. Remind him that You are near to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit. Let him taste and see that You are good even in the waiting. Replace his doubt with trust, his bitterness with peace, and his despair with hope.

We declare that this trial will not destroy him, but refine him. Let him emerge from this fire like gold, purified and shining for Your glory. And when this storm has passed, let him be a testimony to others of Your faithfulness, Your justice, and Your love.

In the precious name of Jesus, the Author and Perfecter of our faith, we pray. Amen.