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alfrediagrayking
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Our Father which art in heaven hallowed be thy holy name father let your kingdom come and thy will be done it's me again Lord i come in the name of your son Jesus the christ surrendering my self unto you standing in the need of prayer i have been praying for so many along the way but it seems like nobody care to lift me up in prayer i have been rejected by alot of pastor's and people that say they are christians i have been misunderstood, mis-treated, cheated, talked about i have been having a form of godliness but been denying the power thereof i have been married twice i have even been rejected by both husband's but Father you said that greater is he that is in me than he that is in the world i have had a very lonely life looking for love in all the wrong places rejected by my biological sister's in brother's never being able to have a friend to build me up i always had people that i know to always brag about their fine car's and homes their good paying jobs their nice clothes their children that are successful father my 2 children ravin and rickey both dropped out of school they never had that support from their father's to motivate them to want to be all that they could be they always had to see the abuse from my husband's so they too are hurting and have developed low self esteem looking for somebody to love them but all they got was rejection and talked about and mis-treated Dear heavenly father make me over allow me to have what you say i can have you say there is a friend that sticketh closer than a brother where is that friend i have not been able to find one the people that i have ran across only took me for granite they took my kindness for weakness i have always desired for my husband to spend quality time with me and to do things with me but instead i would always see him with other women riding around in his vehicles he always had the better vehicles he always had air-conditioned car's and car's with heat i always suffered with no heat or air- condition i never wore the finest of clothing because i put everybody and everything else before me i always had to go out to eat and see other people with their husbands and i would just sit and hope that one day my husband would want to go with me to restaurant's or may be even church father i woke up with a heavy heart and i went to this website to let somebody know that may be facing similar situation's that i am facing the house that we live in have alot of leak's and repair's the windows are about to fall out because this is a very old house i have been putting forth majority of the money for bills and repairs while my husband have been in the street with women he comes homes expecting me to have cooked he never comes home with anything for the house or for our son who lives with us he always say that he don't have any money but he always smoking marijuana and drinking alcoholic beverages i see him with money but he never share's or say here is some money go to the store and get what we need i am sharing this becase somebody else needs to face reality and turn their problems over to the lord i have been in church pratically all of my life but the church have not been in me i have been going to casino's and bingo trying to win money to get the things that our children need and our grand-daughter needs my daughter ravin have been not trying to find a job my grand daughter's father have not did anything to help she is now 6 years old and i have been solely supporting her with the little that i have left i have been paying debts from garnishments bonding my husband out of jail for unpaid ticket's i never been to jail never had a ticket always prayed for other people to be blessed father i want a break through i know that life have morer to offer than this it seems like my blessing's have been held upcan't win no money only lose money when i call people to talk to them they are always busy until they need prayer then they call me i see alot of people being blessed but me i only see suffering but when i thank about how jesus was rejected how he was mistreated how he was talked about how people that said they were his friends turned from himand how they betrayed him how he had to pray in the midst of his despai he still prayed for the one's that talked about him and rejected him so lord bless all of the people who could have helped me but they didn't bless those who talked about me bless the one's who wished me evil bless those that took my kindness for my weakness bless the pastor's that rejected the call that you had on my life i thank you Lord for being there when nobody else was i want to say here i am at the altar surrendering my broken heart and my wounded spirit saying Lord make me over restore every thing the canker worm and the palmer worm and caterpillar have stolen from me open the door's for prosperity and lift up my bowed down head i come to thee casting all of my care on you and truly forgiving everybody that rejected me and mistreated me so in the name of jesus fill every void fill my emptytiness with the fullness of joy and let everyone that see this request intercede and pray for my strentgh in the name of jesus amen
