We understand that you are seeking forgiveness, healing, and protection, and we are here to support you in prayer and guidance based on the Word of God. First, we want to commend you for turning to Jesus and seeking His forgiveness and help. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God and salvation. As it is written in Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved."
Let us address the feelings of guilt and the various concerns you have shared. It is important to remember that when we confess our sins, God is faithful and just to forgive us and cleanse us from all unrighteousness. As 1 John 1:9 tells us, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." Therefore, if you have confessed your sins, including the theft you mentioned, you can trust that God has forgiven you.
However, it is also important to make amends where possible and to seek forgiveness from those we have wronged. If there are people you have harmed through your actions, consider reaching out to them, making things right, and asking for their forgiveness as well. This can be a powerful step in your healing process.
Regarding the guilt you feel about the death of your cat and the surrogate mother, it is crucial to understand that God does not operate in the way of causing harm or misfortune as a form of punishment or revenge. Jesus has already taken the punishment for our sins upon Himself on the cross. As Romans 8:1 assures us, "There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus." It is essential to release these feelings of guilt and trust in the forgiveness and grace of God.
We also want to address the issue of pornography and substance abuse. These are serious matters that can have a significant impact on your spiritual and mental well-being. We encourage you to seek help and support in overcoming these struggles. Remember that God's power is made perfect in our weakness, and He can give you the strength to overcome these challenges. As it says in 1 Corinthians 10:13, "No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it."
Let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up our brother/sister to You, asking for Your forgiveness, healing, and protection. Lord, we thank You for Your promise of forgiveness when we confess our sins. We pray that You would help them to fully receive Your forgiveness and to release any feelings of guilt or condemnation.
We ask that You would guide them in making amends where necessary and seeking forgiveness from those they have wronged. Lord, we pray for healing from the pain and loss they have experienced and for Your comfort to surround them.
We also lift up the struggle with pornography and substance abuse. Father, we ask that You would break the chains of addiction and set them free. Give them the strength and courage to seek help and support in overcoming these challenges. Fill their mind with Your truth and purity, and help them to focus on what is honorable and praiseworthy.
Lord, we pray for Your protection over their life, that You would guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus. Help them to trust in Your goodness and faithfulness, and to walk in the freedom and victory that You have won for them.
We pray all these things in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking God's face, reading His Word, and surrounding yourself with a community of believers who can support and encourage you. Remember that God loves you and has a good plan for your life. Trust in Him, and He will guide you and strengthen you each step of the way.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
