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Thanks to all the people who prayed for me from the last 2 posts thanks to ###, ###, ###, ###, ###, and ###. I have been waiting for so long and I am getting exhausted because I don't see changes. I am asking myself why am I praying what is the point of praying, I don't see the changes in my life. Sometimes I feel like quitting but I don't because it's now become a habit for me to do it, it's just in my schedule, it's just a way of life, it's a good thing but it's sad because I see no changes in my life, it's like God hates me. I have done no crazy sins for God to make me wait that long to get what I ask and what I deserve. Why do I have to suffer still suffer more? I follow the Bible and all. If I follow the Bible and don't sin why things are not changing into good instead of NOTHING. I'm still suffering in this apartment, it's cold, not safe, bad neighborhood. I want to move to a safer, bigger, and warmer place. Pray for me that I declutter the apartment, I need help with the decluttering of clothes and paper, it is out of control. Every day I clear things but it's like endless. Pray that my mum wins her case, she had an accident last year and she is still waiting to get her money to pay her medical bills and all. Protect my mother for me as well and I want her to be healthy. I see this lady at church we don't really talk but she is in need of help, pray for her, thanks. I have a serious dandruff problem, it has been going on for a long time now, the dandruff made me lose a lot of hair and my hair won't grow normally and are dry and hard to manage. I tried all kinds of shampoos but still have the dandruff and unhealthy and short hair. People that know me always say wow you used to have good healthy and long hair, what happened to you? I feel so sad, ashamed and can't even respond. Also pray for me because I have frequent digestive problems. I am also not working and not in school. I have been out of work since 2001, please pray for me that I find a stable and good job. Pray for me that I get back to school and graduate finally and move on with my life. I don't quite understand God and I am not sure what God has planned has for me. I am not sure if God wants me to stay single for the rest of my life or get someone, a Christian man who respects God and serves God. I just want God to give me a sign so I don't need to stress over it. I do want someone but I am very picky so for me I just feel like God has no one that I would want. I have a special type but I asked God to give me my type of man, not something I don't want but I see nothing so I am thinking maybe God wants me to stay single if that's what he wants, I just want to see a sign so I can move on with my single life. I have this friend at church, please pray for him that he gets a stable and great job. I was praying for him to get a job, I did not see him at church for a few weeks and today I saw him and he told me that he did find a job, I was so happy but then he told me that it was only temporary, I was sad for him but told him I will pray more so he can get a stable and enjoyable job finally. I am also still waiting for important paperwork in my mailbox, pray that they arrive asap soon. I have other paperwork to do, please pray for me that everything goes well. Please pray also for me so that my mother and I get along. She is far away now so we always speak on the phone. Thanks all.
