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tmjohns520
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Dont fully understand why it seems that going through the tribulation of seizures that are taking its toll on my daughter still. Every time give Praise then things seem to just go back like they were. Trying so hard to keep the faith but some times I feel like hitting a brick wall with my prayers, The Warriors have been tarrying in prayer for my daughter Lacey Leigh and I know she is a Child of God at the Age of 27 because mentally she is only like an infant of 9 mos and so she is One of God's Earth Bound Angels and no doubt where she will go when her time on Earth is over. Yet I truly believe that when she was in the hospital for 2 weeks on a ventilator and she came out of it and was allowed to be brought home, then she didnt have seizures over 10 days that she is going to be made whole. Yet the last few days here we go again with them starting over again. Dont want to keep her medicated with extra meds other than her regular maintainence ones but am having to but even with that they are still hitting her over and over.....I know GOD IS IN THE HEALING BUSINESS and HE HAS HEALED MY OWN BODY when the doctors said I wouldnt live. I was even born crippled and was told wouldnt walk but DEFINED DOCTORS when God healed my legs/hips at age 3 yr old and learned to walk....Plus He has touched Lacey many times over but this is the worse her seizures ever have taken the toll... I am still standing on HIS WORD THAT BY HIS STRIPES WE ARE HEALED, that with faith one can move the mountain, and there are those that are praying in Agreement to HIS WILL BEING DONE in her life....He is not the author of confusion, He doesnt put on us more than we can bear.... I do admit to sometimes feeling like giving up on praying cuz it feels like it goes in vain, that I start to question if its worth it anymore but these are the weak moents I am experiencing on the human side and have to say to the Lord I am sorry for giving into that side of me.......This forum has given me the strength to be able to say things in written word that I dont say to those around me in person about my vulernable side and keep trying to prove the positive in believing....I pray, I even sometimes feel like I am begging God to heal Lacey but I know there has to be a reason that its NOT YET DONE but there is some progress- Please keep her in prayer that God's word will be honoured with the petition of a healing for her but that I can remain strong and keep believing that HE WILL DO WHAT HE SAYS WILL BE DONE....and accept the reason things are as they are on a day to day basis... Praise HIS HOLY NAME FOR THE ANSWERS to PRAY THAT I KNOW HE HAS PROVIDED THUS FAR...and for that WHICH IS HE STILL ANSWERING.....
