New Linda
Prayer Warrior
Today was so beautiful I went to the park to eat and saw the cloud coming together as a cross, like criss cross as a cross
God never leaves our side. It was so nice to eat like a picnic while watching the clouds of cross and planes in the sky. I got sad and cried while laying under the tree laying in green pastures the grass. For something very upsetting upsetted me and I was sad like when Jesus was in the garden of Gethsemane he was very sad before he was arrested, betrayed, on trial, crucified, died, buried, rose again, now seated at the right hand of the Father and he will come again as the Lion of Judah for he already came as the Lamb of God. For when he was in the garden of Gethsemane he said, "My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will." As I was laying there in the park under the tree I said the same thing for I am still in deep anguish. Before it got dark I saw a boy climbing the tree that I was laying under then he said, "mommy look" and then he climbed down and I gave thumbs up saying good as he climbed down. I tried to finish eating and was sad in between. It got dark and cold and I saw the moon and more planes. I remember 2 verses I kept in my heart and it helped me:
1) "I will give repeated thanks unto the Lord and praise him among everyone for he stands beside the needy ever ready to save them from those who condemn them" and I couldn't finish saying it without crying and I laid there in tears watering the grass with my tears. After, I drank some juice in a juice box made me feel better a bit and then I recited Psalms 23 and somehow God gave me assurance and peace and I was ready to get back up then went down from the hill arms like an airplane to go down the hill zoom lol and hugged a small tree then I went along singing from the last prayer we prayed here:
"I'm not forsaken, Never alone, My God in heaven he calls me his own, He sits upon the throne, He is right here inside my home, I got a treasure inside my heart, And he is with me he won't depart, I got a saviour who will abide, He is with me inside my home, Go ask those Hebrew boys that he'll stick by your side, He's the fourth man, He the fourth man in the fire, Oh oh oh oh oh oh, He is in the room, He is in the room."
Then I went to smell the flowers and someone smiled at me while I was smelling the flowers. That was lovely. Then I went home. Ohhh my eyes still hurt me tho. I am in tremendous pain in my eyes and anguish in my heart and there are things that I am dreading but still have to surrender to God and let his will be done, not mine. Amen.
2 Quotes on my phone today said: "Nothing is ever as it seems. What looks bad today can be a blessing tomorrow." - Iyanla Vanzant "God sees every kind deed you do in secret." Both from Bible Widgets app. Thank you for this wonderful day and thank you for helping me to persevere today and help me sustain me today. Thank you Jesus. Amen.

1) "I will give repeated thanks unto the Lord and praise him among everyone for he stands beside the needy ever ready to save them from those who condemn them" and I couldn't finish saying it without crying and I laid there in tears watering the grass with my tears. After, I drank some juice in a juice box made me feel better a bit and then I recited Psalms 23 and somehow God gave me assurance and peace and I was ready to get back up then went down from the hill arms like an airplane to go down the hill zoom lol and hugged a small tree then I went along singing from the last prayer we prayed here:
"I'm not forsaken, Never alone, My God in heaven he calls me his own, He sits upon the throne, He is right here inside my home, I got a treasure inside my heart, And he is with me he won't depart, I got a saviour who will abide, He is with me inside my home, Go ask those Hebrew boys that he'll stick by your side, He's the fourth man, He the fourth man in the fire, Oh oh oh oh oh oh, He is in the room, He is in the room."
Then I went to smell the flowers and someone smiled at me while I was smelling the flowers. That was lovely. Then I went home. Ohhh my eyes still hurt me tho. I am in tremendous pain in my eyes and anguish in my heart and there are things that I am dreading but still have to surrender to God and let his will be done, not mine. Amen.
2 Quotes on my phone today said: "Nothing is ever as it seems. What looks bad today can be a blessing tomorrow." - Iyanla Vanzant "God sees every kind deed you do in secret." Both from Bible Widgets app. Thank you for this wonderful day and thank you for helping me to persevere today and help me sustain me today. Thank you Jesus. Amen.