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My husband, Brian, continues to lie and believes he is justified because I become quite insecure when he is on his computer or leaves on a business trip. Although I don't say one word regarding my insecurities or sadness, he insists I reveal my thoughts - he badgers me until I share my fears. He then becomes angry and verbally abuses me or "raises his voice." He also stares at young women as if he is in a trance. He does so while he is with me. He, of course denies it and so I just internalize his ugly action and become more sad. He wasn't honest about his prior debt before we married and has continued to lie about private e-mails and e-mail accounts. When I ask for an explanation he becomes belligerant or just plain lies. I can't handle the pain. I would ask for prayer that he change but that would require a miracle. Just ask that God strengthen me and keep me from wanting to leave this earth. Thank you, whoever prays for me, my children, or even Brian.
