RockRat
Disciple of Prayer
I've been having trouble with what appears to be the devil trying to destroy my chances, particularly with reference to a special relationship and education. It is like Satan has been wanting to use every little thing like texts I send others or phone calls I make to shift the situation with other people and create confusion. I had some trouble with criminals and since then, things haven't been the same. After that, I met someone who while I don't know that they're involved with the occult or in line with the devil, I had a conversation with them about the supernatural that wasn't normal. I want to see life as a place where normal things happen, not supernatural things that are bizarre and negative. I haven't seen anything this bad in terms of impressions relative to spiritual warfare in a long time. It can't be that all impressions are negative or that all the negative impressions I've had pressed onto or laid onto me are the truth. Where they're mean or it creates fear, how can that be of God or is that sure to be God? I guess I'm saying I could use some intervention, like in prayer, to see that God isn't willing to let the devil win or so I can see God is willing to override certain things which have been going on, bringing situational realities around later to create the right conversations or events. I need to see what God is doing that is positive or that He isn't willing to let slide. I'm not enjoying the strangeness as the devil must be pleased my living situation has been poor for a while, having been homeless off and on for more than a year. I've seen some strange things in terms of events or people. I'm being impressed I don't have a chance with certain things or that people are thinking certain ways in response to what I've said. How can that be true? Should it be true? The whole thing is, it is easier to see what's going on up close and I've been at a distance. I'm tired of the devil trying to hurt me or cause me to feel pain over my hopes. Can anyone pray asking God to defeat Satan and build what is positive, not allowing it to be destroyed? I'm tired of it seeming like I have to be afraid because I've been fragile due to my living situation and being preyed on by criminals, uncertain as to what is going on. Somehow I need God to engage in a stripping-off of the criminals so they can't follow my activities.