Spiraling Out Of Control

[Anna]

I have a confession.

Its not getting easier. In fact, its getting harder.

Everyday I put more energy into lying, simply because its easier than telling the truth. Everyday I smile a little bit less and wallow a little bit more.

I hesitate a little bit more each day, when my mom says the three most taunting words in the world : Is everything okay ?

I wish I could say yes, for once, and mean it whole heartedly. But I guess, in my position that is just asking for too much.

I am asking you to pray for my soul. To pray that I learn to cope with the things I can't change. To pray that I somehow make it out. I know it won't be easy because it gets harder each day. But I have to survive somehow. PLEASE pray for my lost, lonely heart.

I want to believe that it isn't as bad as it seems. In fact, each day I do a little more. But thats only because its worse.

Please pray that God heals me.

Thank You !!!

 

[cesar00]

Dear Jesus I beg you touch Anna 's heart and make it well, Dear Jesus she is suffering and will eventually make other suffer too. Lying is not the way to fix things, this coming from a liar, Dear Jesus lies are our way to show our weakness, I accept it, I am weak and I try to be brave and courageous but most of the time I fail, and all I can do is pick myself up and start again. Dear Jesus give Anna the strength to stop lying, to say the truth once and for al so she will have the peace and rest that she needs and wants. All the problems she has will go away when your light of truth shines through. Thank you Jesus in you we trust.

 

[Jay]

Hello Anna,

My prayers are with you. Say NO to lies. It is not going to be easy. But with the Lord's help you will be able to change yourself.Lies are the trait of the deceiver, Satan. Do not follow his foot steps. Pray to the Lord and be bold enough to say the truth come what may. Read the Bible, the word of God. The Lord will support you and give you all the strength you need to overcome any hurdle.

Be happy and relax.

God bless you.

Jay

 

[Thomas]

Anna--my name is Tom--THE KING of all liers--ANNA GOD CAN TAKE CARE OF THIS PROBLEM--BELIVE ME I KNOW, ITS NOT EASY BUT IT IS POSSIBLE--FOR WITH GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE--SO I LIFT YOU TO OUR LORD AND ASK THAT HE MAKES YOU STRONG IN THIS AREA---WHAT REALLY HELPED ME WAS EVERY TIME I STARTED A LIE I WOULD THINK THAT THIS WAS DRIVING ANOTHER NAIL INTO MY LORDS HANDS, AND IF YOU LOVE THE LORD, WHICH I KNOW YOU DO THIS WILL STOP YOU, BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT TO HURT ARE LOVING LORD---DO YOU.....I'LL BE PRAYING FOR YOU--STAY STRONG GIRL--AND GOD WILL SEE YOU THRU---YOURS IN CHRIST----TOM