tina1
Beloved of All
some of my husband's breathing test values were down from today...what if this means it's the beginning of a worsening? dr said he wouldn't start to worry until it was 10pts down (was about 4 today) but what if it drops again by his next appointment in 6 months? how do I live with this worry and uncertainty?
I still feel so stressed and today I felt I was supposed to change my decision about the job which I did so now it is irreversible I feel terrified what if again I made a mistake? there is no way of knowing I have made myself sick with praying so hard I hope the Lord did not let me make a mistake because now there is no going back 
I still feel so stressed and today I felt I was supposed to change my decision about the job which I did so now it is irreversible I feel terrified what if again I made a mistake? there is no way of knowing I have made myself sick with praying so hard I hope the Lord did not let me make a mistake because now there is no going back 
