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Humble Prayer Warrior
Dear God,
This is the first time, since I have returned from jail and all of the H-LL that I went through and EVEN MY RENOUNCING OF YOU, that I am back with You, Father.
The court did illegal things to me and put me in jail. My lawyer refused to properly defend me, so the court did every illegal thing possible.
I was unjustly thrown n jail and made to suffer worse, WORSE than I have ever suffered in my life.
Every day I prayed to You, but I received no answer.
Every moment I begged You, but You seemed to have abandoned me.
Finally, I came to to the conclusion that You did not exist. I was convinced.
I renounced You.
When I got out, on horribly expensive bail that caused me to be broke, I still was mad.
Until yesterday I heard something and I decided to return to You.
BUT LAST NIGHT, AFTER MY RETURN YOU, AS i SLEPT, I SWEAR, I SWEAR I FELT THE MOST MALEVOLENT PRESENCE IN MY ROOM.
I FELT A HORRIBLY EVIL PRESENCE IN MY ROOM AND IT WAS PHYSICALLY TOUCHING ME IN A WAY THAT MADE ME FREEZE WITH FEAR.
WHAT WAS THAT ALL ABOUT????
This is the first time, since I have returned from jail and all of the H-LL that I went through and EVEN MY RENOUNCING OF YOU, that I am back with You, Father.
The court did illegal things to me and put me in jail. My lawyer refused to properly defend me, so the court did every illegal thing possible.
I was unjustly thrown n jail and made to suffer worse, WORSE than I have ever suffered in my life.
Every day I prayed to You, but I received no answer.
Every moment I begged You, but You seemed to have abandoned me.
Finally, I came to to the conclusion that You did not exist. I was convinced.
I renounced You.
When I got out, on horribly expensive bail that caused me to be broke, I still was mad.
Until yesterday I heard something and I decided to return to You.
BUT LAST NIGHT, AFTER MY RETURN YOU, AS i SLEPT, I SWEAR, I SWEAR I FELT THE MOST MALEVOLENT PRESENCE IN MY ROOM.
I FELT A HORRIBLY EVIL PRESENCE IN MY ROOM AND IT WAS PHYSICALLY TOUCHING ME IN A WAY THAT MADE ME FREEZE WITH FEAR.
WHAT WAS THAT ALL ABOUT????