I slipped up and had one cigarette yesterday that I got from a neighbour. Now I am getting closer again to Yahshua, it really hurt me to know I had hurt Him and abused His trust and faithfulness. I repented wholeheartedly and I think it ended up bringing us closer. Please pray I have absolutely no backsliding today. Book of Hosea says - And I will heal their backsliding, and love them freely. For my anger is turned away from them. Please also pray for the faith and obedience of my daughter ### and my grandchildren ###, ###, and ### to increase as well as my own. And for the acceptance of Jesus in ###'s boyfriend ### and my oldest granddaughter ###. Praise Jesus who got me off many drugs including heroin and crack and is helping me a lot with my diagnosis of schitzo-affective disorder. I no longer accept this man-made diabolic disorder as mine but declare I am whole and I am free, by His stripes I am healed. Amen!